They’re everywhere. Let me hide.
I can’t face them.
Piercing, stabbing.
What do they know? Do they know?

What’s behind your irises?
They’re beautiful. They’re terrifying.
Two, but they’re multiplying.
Stop. Make them stop.

Is it fine? I don’t know why,
But I need your approval.
My last finger’s holding on now.
Can I let go? I’m sure you’ll be fine.

If I fall, what will I leave behind?
Will you still love me?
Is all of this for nothing?
Just let me know.

I’m sure you’ll be fine.

what's my name?
can you tell me
I must have forgot
something new is bothering me
I can't seem to escape my brain
it's lonely
it's boring
it's everything.

It’s not the same
You know I wish you were here
don’t you? Dedication to the tree.
She doesn’t know you. I hate it.

Old videos, pictures, memories
I hate them now.
I hate that I hated them then.
You then. I wish you were here.

You’re not. You’re not coming back.
I cant stop thinking, wishing, dreaming.
You’re here. I’m happy. Everyone’s
normal again.

its christmas, baby
can you feel the weather?
you always loved the snow.

its a little cold today, baby
you can have my coat, my gloves-
baby! it doesn't fit-
it doesn't fit the stone, baby.

youre going to freeze-
baby, youre going to freeze
down there. its so cold.

Red lights wink
They’re calling- they want me to step-

Where’s the moon? The stars?
It’s so dark out. Where are you going?
Red lights, where are you going?

My pants are soaked. Its cold-
The yellow line under my hand.
Red lights, where did you go?

Where- it’s so bright.

Stop it. Why are my hands red?
I can’t breathe. My chest-
What are you doing? My shadow-
It’s on me. It’s here.
Let me go. Please, stop it.