Is it fine? I don’t know why,
But I need your approval.
My last finger’s holding on now.
Can I let go? I’m sure you’ll be fine.

If I fall, what will I leave behind?
Will you still love me?
Is all of this for nothing?
Just let me know.

I’m sure you’ll be fine.

what's my name?
can you tell me
I must have forgot
something new is bothering me
I can't seem to escape my brain
it's lonely
it's boring
it's everything.

It’s not the same
You know I wish you were here
don’t you? Dedication to the tree.
She doesn’t know you. I hate it.

Old videos, pictures, memories
I hate them now.
I hate that I hated them then.
You then. I wish you were here.

You’re not. You’re not coming back.
I cant stop thinking, wishing, dreaming.
You’re here. I’m happy. Everyone’s
normal again.

its christmas, baby
can you feel the weather?
you always loved the snow.

its a little cold today, baby
you can have my coat, my gloves-
baby! it doesn't fit-
it doesn't fit the stone, baby.

youre going to freeze-
baby, youre going to freeze
down there. its so cold.

Red lights wink
They’re calling- they want me to step-

Where’s the moon? The stars?
It’s so dark out. Where are you going?
Red lights, where are you going?

My pants are soaked. Its cold-
The yellow line under my hand.
Red lights, where did you go?

Where- it’s so bright.

Stop it. Why are my hands red?
I can’t breathe. My chest-
What are you doing? My shadow-
It’s on me. It’s here.
Let me go. Please, stop it.

The carpet reeks of mud and scraps of food
I can feel them crawling on me
Eight little legs, eight little eyes
Scampering, clawing, biting, digging
Through the cracks of my skin, my molecules, atoms
They’re in my veins, my brain
Am I anything? Am I gone? Am I nothing
But webs, tangled, rotten?
Cut me open. Stick a hose in my mouth.
Wash them away.
I can feel them crawling on me.