No, no, im fine.
I swear.
Ill just take some pills to make it better.
They make everything fine.
Everything better.
I forget.
Everything.

Those lips
Those lips will make your eyes roll into the back of your head
His lips will make you feel so important
Yet invisible
You feel okay, fine for once
But that feeling is so fragile
It could shatter from his smile
Just some muscles moving
Could make your heart beat out of control
And can make you feel whole
And alone

You are warmth
As I lay my head on your chest in the cold
As you rest your arm on my shoulder
And gently rub my arm
And you are warmth
On a cold, bad day.
Rest your head on my head
In the cold
But I dont feel it
Because you are warmth.

Your eyes are so mesmerizing
Your voice like liquid gold
Dripping off of my mind
Soaking it thoroughly
And my body turns to gold
Because of you

its like
your mind is drowning
and all the voices are muffled
and everything is fuzzy and you cant pay attention
and you just keep going
down
down
down
to the point of where you cant see
can breathe
cant hear
cant do anything
all of your energy is gone
and you just want to sleep
to forget
and to never wake up

do you ever feel just so alone?
like, you have all these friends,
but you still feel alone.
you feel sad.
depressed.
like you want to die.
so you drown your sorrows.
you drink,
you smoke,
and you pop pills.
you deprive your self of sleep,
so you can crash, and not dream.
so you can have a moments rest.
a moment where nothing is wrong.
but really, everything is wrong.
you feel like everything is falling apart
because it is
and one day
it all just gonna...
end.

5, 6, 7, 8,
Count the numbers of pills you take
Oh, look at how happy she is
What a fake *****.
We all know that shes sad
That shes ruining her life
But she doesn't care
She'll just keep counting.