You say you'll haunt me in my dreams
But baby
You dont realize that you already do
I dream of you
Torturing my body with yours
Get ******* in me
Because baby
I want you so much it hurts

I cant write anymore
The words just won't flow
I have no anger- well, I have it
It just won't show.
I don't got no tears to shed
Ill just sit here, for hours on end.
If I did something drastic
The words would flow again

These dark times are haunting me
Life coming apart at the seams
Its dark again
The sun rarely shows its face
Theres no moon to reflect the suns light
And I can feel my self falling
Into
The
Darkness

Your an *******, a ****.
Why do I keep coming back?

Oh.
That's right.

***.

You know all the right places to touch me.
You know how to make me moan like a *****.

***.

Because,
Your oh, so good.

And I hate you so, you ignore me.
But that's okay, you hate me too.

Brown hair splayed
Eyes squeezed shut
A light blush dusting her cheeks
Pink lips agape
Chest heaving
Back arched
Fingers painted black clenching
Thigs littered with scars quivering
Toed curled
All of this seen
Underneath my eyelids

I don't think
I could ever get past
The illusion
Of calling him daddy

What more can you do
Than sit there and watch the family unit fall apart
See family stumble and slurr everywhere they go
Watch their minds turn to mush
See them become shells of who they were
You sit there and look at them and think off all the good memories you have and then you blink and they fall down and say awkward things that don't fit the moment
And your heart breaks because you dont know how to help, what to do
And you cry because they didn't even remember their own niece
What a happy family we are.