There had been a threat. Someone against her. I asked her how she was after it. She was better. I told her I wouldn't let anything happen to her. She smiled that smile and said, "Thank you. You're so sweet." And as I slowly walked away, I whispered under my breath, "Only because I'm in love with you."

You wanna know the saddest thing?
Even though I'm trying my hardest to get over her and I don't love her but deep down, I do, I still would do anything for her.
If she asked me to jump off a bridge with her, I'd take her hand and fall into the chilling mayhem.
I wear a purity ring and I'm very strict about ****** relations.
But if she wanted to go all the way with me right then and there, I'd strip her of her clothes in 30 seconds.
Because I'm just that vulnerable.
If she was in a burning building, I would run in there and not even think about it.
I don't wanna go far for college and the rest of my life because I get homesick and I have everything here, like my church and my family and my friends.
But if she wanted me to run away with her, I'd get in that car and never look back.

She is everything
She is great 
She makes my heart beat
I pray to God
I'll be enough
For her, someday. Give her love
When she smiles, the sparks fly
And my heart opens up whenever she says hi
I see a smile break onto her face.
And I hear her calling my name. 
******* she is beautiful
******* she is wonderful
And if you ever ask for her name
I'll say, "No way!"

Screams through the hall,
Blood everywhere
The sound of footsteps running
From the boy who thinks its fair

Why is he doing this?
Doesn't he know it's wrong?
You can't come in and hurt who you see
Why can't we all just get along?

Everyone is getting weaker 
The hours are getting longer
But it all gets better, that I promise you
Everybody will soon grow stronger

He probably thought he could run
Yeah he thought he could get away 
You can't be harmful to 1200 people 
And think that you're not gonna pay

He's sitting in that juvenile center
I wonder if he's ashamed
Did he really think he could do all this
And play it like it was a video game?

This could happen to any school
So don't think it's only you
Havent you seen all the horrible events?
Hell, just take a look at the news 

It won't always be like this
Those bad memories, I promise, will fade
FR is strong, that I know is true 
They all come together and pray

Everyone's gonna be terrified 
When they go back to school on Monday
But It'll be okay, take a deep breath
Just close your eyes and pray

God's gonna watch over you
He already did that tragic Wednesday morn
1,200 kids, not a single one dead
That's grace shining bright from the Lord

Don't be afraid, no don't you worry
The pain can't last forever 
So sleep easy tonight, Franklin Regional
Close your eyes and it will all get better

She and I were babysitting one time
And I was fortunate enough to capture a picture of her holding a baby.
She looked so peaceful in the picture.
She looked like she knew exactly what she was doing.
I asked her, for the sake of our possible future, if she wanted kids.
Hanging out with her, I wasn't really sure.
She didn't seem like the type to want kids.
She said, "Someday."  
That was all I needed.
I feel like even if she didn't want kids, I'd still want to be with her.
Because, it's her.
I hope I get to be with her forever.
Because I know, with or without me, she'll be a great mother.

It's just the feeling I get when I'm around her.
It's just the longing I feel when we can't be together.
It's just the smell of her sweet perfume, lingering through the air.
It's just that cute little smile she has.
It's just her laugh when something funny happens.
It's just the way she can make you better when you're down.
It's just the weird faces she makes to get you to laugh. 
It's just the way she's a goofball. 
It's just how I feel when I think of her.
It's just that vibe I get when I lay down and I think of what could be of us.
It's just the way she laughs at anything.
It's just the way that she's a warrior for Christ.
It's just the feeling I got when I slept next to her.
It's just everything she does.
It's just her perfection. 
It's just that I can't live without her.
It's just I need to be with her as much as I can.
It's just she's so amazing. Everything she does is amazing. 
It's just........
It's just her.

"Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away. Now, it looks as though they're here to stay. I believe in yesterday."

I had to tell him yesterday that we couldn't go to prom together because of my stupid school rules. I could feel his heart breaking through the text. And I'm sure he could not only feel it, but hear it too. Because my heart was beating so loud with anger. He's such a nice guy who won't try to pull anything on me. But no. Gotta go by the rules for prom. Can't make a **** exception for the girl who lucky enough to actually have someone to go with. He said he would've loved to go with me. That breaks my heart because I would've loved to go with him too. But no. My school doesn't care about feelings or education. All they care about is money. Okay. Well how about this? I won't go to prom, which means no money from me in your pocket. That seems fair, right?