Ryan's Sky: Favorites

Nov 2013 Ryan's Sky

Axiana

Smile
Smile without the pain, trust me
Try it
Try it and write me a story, please
I'm drowning in adrenal fatigue
And my own bleeding empathy
From reading such sad poetry
But I chose to stay
And relate to your pain
Because I love your inner strength
When it shines through
Every word you choose
Just know
I notice you
I recognize the struggle of life
And when it's being a *****
I write a poem
About how to cope with it

Smile
Smile without the frown, trust me
Try it
Try it and tell me how it feels to see
Something caught inbetween
A bittersweet memory
And a dream

Don't get me wrong. I love you all. This isn't directed at anyone. But if happiness is what people are striving for, I challenge them to write about it if they think they can. It will be refreshing, I promise. Also smile, you are all beautiful just the way you are!!! **** society and heartless people for making anyone feel even a fraction less than happy.

Aug 2013 Ryan's Sky

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Aug 2013 Ryan's Sky

Brittney Anne

...

Awhile ago ,

You wispered to me 'i love you so' ,

Time passed ,

and I guess you could say not all things last

No longer am I your own true one,

you made it clear we're forever done

Now there is someone new at your door,

so im here lonesome and sad , lying on our bedroom floor.

Sometimes I believe I'm not in the right state of mind,

you always said , 'theyll eventually  be fine'

i swear there's a scar on my heart, from when you left,

but for you my dear , I only wish the best

I'll miss you so my ex-lover,

      Sincerely, yours always and forever.

Aug 2013 Ryan's Sky

365 days.

Aug 2013 Ryan's Sky

Brittney Anne

365 days.

365 days it's been
Since I first saw you
     at that record store around the corner
Oh how I can never
seem to forget that cute little grin

we had conversations
    about music and favorite ice cream
I swear you almost
dinned Lou Reed into my head
            didn't take long for me
to have to find my patience

But I didn't mind
        because you looked at
me like no other boy would

we went on dates to
        Ben & Jerry's and
afterwards we went along
      and met your mates.

You took me to all
your thinking spots where
      we shared all our
deep secrets
every dripple, every drop

We spent some nights
     hiding in the sheets
gazing into
each others eyes
     as you kissed me 'till
the morning sky

You told me you
loved me so
and never met someone with
the purest heart
      I never had a clue..

Awoke one beautiful
     morning to awful
news
you picked up the phone
               they told you I was dying
you held me and started crying

I told you
"bad things happen to good people"
your words went into
         circles as you told me
"I'm here and I'm never letting go"
     that's when I knew
I loved you so.

              365 days it's been
     since I first saw you
at the record store around
            the corner

Never have I
     stopped loving
you
  not once,
not
   ever.

Jul 2013 Ryan's Sky

you look at me and sigh

Jul 2013 Ryan's Sky

maybella snow

you look at me and sigh

you're disappointed with me
       i avoid your eyes
                      knowing you're seeing the flaws
  and you're disappointed
          an awkward hug is called for
"i love you"s muttered
                        i don't think we're lying
    it's just flawed truth
and disappointment

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