Tell me where is the place
where you hide my heart &
torment my soul.

Explain to me your actions,
of why my sorrow brings
you so much joy.

Does my struggling give you peace at mind?
Are my screams music to your ears?
Does my tears quench your thirst?

But why bother to ask it's
written all over your face.

Do you know how long
I've been searching? how
long I've been hollow?

I can't laugh or smile,
nor scream or cry. I am
emotionless being.

But until I regain what I've lost, I won't stop hunting you down until my hands grasps your neck.

**And that's a promise.

"I realy don't care if you forgive me. If your disappointed in me or even mad. The adrelaline was amazing and fun. You shouldn't blame me for wanting that, because I am young. All you ever do was always trying to lock me up. Can't you see that I hate being restrained? I hate being treated like a little child? * I HATE EVERYTHING YOU DO!!!*

A tear rolled down her face, but she quickled wiped it away. She hung up the phone and walked away without looking back.

I placed the phone back and was taken back to my comfy cell.

You know I'm afraid of heights.
Yet you try to put me on an airway flight!
You know I'm not a fan of the dark.
But you still insist on taking my night light!
You know I hate the spot light.
And you sigh me up for my school talent show!

Can't yo see your pushing me towards the edge...
When you know I'm terrified that I'll fall.
Can't you tell I'm about to break...
And you continue to squeeze even harder.
Can't you listen to my screams...
'Cuz you don't know how badly I'm in pain.

Why do you fail at realizing these thing?!

Have you ever felt betrayed by the ones dearest to you?
Or cryed yourself asleep by the ones that treat you like trash?
Did you ever needed a hand and was never given one?
Did you ever wanted to punch love in the face?

Because i did and i got tired of the pain.
Tired of the tears and always picking myself up.
I got tires of everything. Mostly you love,
I'm tired of you the most.

"Will you just stop!" I yelled at myself.
Tears running down my face.
"Can't you see I'm hurting inside"
I tried to tell her.
I could tell by her wicked smile
she didn't care.
She caused me so much pain
and all she did was laugh.
I tried to grab her, but my hands went ritght thru her
into a cold pool of water.
I yelled up at the grey sky...
"Answer Me!"