Ruth - Hello Poetry

Ruth Jun 2013

Lost in the guilt
Drowning in the tears
Hurting from the pain
My body can't take anymore of this.

Tryin to forget painful memories
Forcing to prtend everythings ok
Believing to return things to normal
My mind can't take much more of this

Nor can my heart take anymore of the stress.

Ruth Jun 2013

Beware

Be careful where you go,
before you trip and fall.
Into that pit called true love,
and fall right into it's arms.
And it won't let you go,
untill its had its full of of heartaches and tears.
Your heartaches and tears.

Ruth Jun 2013

I apologize

I can't take this longer,
I'm sorry, but I'm walking out this door.
Please, don't try to stop me,
I'm sorry, but this can't work anymore
.
I tried my best in loving you,
But my heart doesn't beat for you...anymore;
after i lost my smiling face,
after i forgotten how to laugh,
after i broken your heart.

So, I'm sorry if i hurted you so.
Please don't try to come after me,
I'm sorry, but i have enough of this.

Ruth Jun 2013

Fallen

It looked so beautiful,
the moon floating above me.
It felt so warm ,
the light of the stars surrounding me.
it was so amazing,
the rush of the air through my body.
it was like a dream,
soaring in the night sky.
Yes a dream that ended to quickly...
It started to faded,
the light of the stars.
Surroundding me,
nothing but the hands of shadows.
Slowly pulling me down,
the last thing i had left was the glow of the moon.
But that to faded,
as i was lost in the sea darkness.

Ruth Jun 2013

Ray of Hope

Walking down this road for so long.
Searching for that ray of hope.
Always straining my eyes looking all nightlong,
trapped between these walls i tried to cope.

I lose myself little by little with every step,
I almost forgot what i was searching for.
Then i a glimps of something so i quickend my steps,
My heart quickened as i ran across the floor.

"Theres a way out!" i thought,
I started to laugh a thing a never done in a while.
I started to run towards that little light that filled my heart with hope
But then the ray started to get thiner and thiner.

I ran faster and faster but i wasn't fast enough,
I tryed to grasp the light...but i was to late.
I fell unto the ground tears rolling down my face,
So i crawled up into a ball thinking theres no way out.

Then i realized i was trapped in this ever lasting darkness,
Cursed to forever wall down this never ending pavement.
So i stopped and waited for that day were i can see that ray once again.

Ruth Jun 2013

My Sin

What. If you saw the Truth falsely accused of lying?
Your voice, the key to break it free; ... from the tears, the screams, the nightmare.
But you didn't Know whether to speak or not.
You was Just a child born of innocence,
Drenched in the sins of the world.
Debating ...is this life, a never ending cycle of lies and betrayel?
Until I realized that life, too, was nothing more than a lie.
Hiding behind a mask, waiting, to be unmasked as a demon ready to strike.
So if my voice was the key to free Truth from the shackels of lies...
I would speak out.
Only...I didn't ... and that was my greatest
Sin.

Ruth Jun 2013

Lullaby

So just close your eyes,
smile while you dream.
Dream of heavenly thoughts,
don't worry about those scary dreams.
That's why your here with me,
I'll protect you while you sleep.

So don't be afraid to close your eyes,
and see the dark.
For I'll be that spark that lightens up,
the dark night.

So sleep peacefully to my....
Lullaby.