I Find Myself Crying All The Time
I Find Myself Covered In Tears
I Find Myself Losing Me

Why Does It Always Have To End This Way?
Why Can't It Turn Out To Be Good?
Where Can I Find These Answers?

In Midst Of All This Chaos
I Get Up And Dress Up
And Head Straight Into My Life
As If Nothing Is Wrong
As If Everything Is Fine

Who Am I Fooling
The World Or Myself? ? ?

Though My Heart Is Screaming With Pain
I Still Manage To Smile
But It Hurts, It Really Does
It Is Driving Me Insane
But Then Again, Here I Am
Back To The Square One.....

Do You Know How Much It Hurts When You Push Me Away Every Time?
     What Is It That I Did Wrong?
Is Loving You Without Any Condition My Mistake That You Are Keeping Me At A Distance?

Do You Even Have Any Idea Of What I Am Going Through?
     I Just Wish I Can Explain It To You
But The Moment I Start Doing That, I Don't Know Why It Doesn't Turn Out To Be Like It Should!

Is It My Heart That Is Incapable Of Love?
     Or Is It Me Who Is Not Suitable To Love?
Whatever The Reason, My Love Turns Out To Be Useless In The End! ! !

I Wish I Could Give You Everything The Way You Like It
I Wish We Could Be Together The Way I'm Hoping
I Wish You Come To Me The Way I'm Yearning For You
I Wish... I Wish... I Wish...

Only If I Could Wish For It
     But It Is Too Late Now
You Are Completely Out Of My Hands
My Body And Mind Have Given Up Running Behind You
     But What Should I Do When My Heart Is Not Ready To! ? !

My Heart Is Crying Out So Loud
     But Its Cry Is Unheard To Your Ears
Then How Can I Confess That I Love You? ? ?

No More Words Left To Express Anything I Feel
     I've Grown Numb Now
I'm Sorry I Couldn't Be There For You, My Love
I'm Sorry I Couldn't Stand Up For You, My Love
I'm Sorry That I'm Letting You Down, My Love
     I'm Sorry That I'm Leaving

Though I've Been Loving You From The Very First Moment
I've Been Dying Every Second Waiting For You
I'm Afraid That My Wait Is Going To Go In Vain
And I Don't Want To Witness Such A Day
So Goodbye My Love.....

When You Were Sad,
          I was There
When You Were Crying,
          I was There
When You Were Broken,
          I Was There
When You Were In Pain,
          I Was There
When You Were In Despair,
          I Was There

I Never Failed To Be There For You, No Matter The Situation
I Never Left You, Even When You Pushed Me Away
I Made Sure I’m Always There When You Need Me

But, Why Is That, In The End
          I Am Unnoticed To Your Eyes
          My Love Is Untouched To Your Heart
          My Care Is Unfelt By You

But Still I’m Unable To Get Away From You
I Just Don’t Want To Leave You To Suffer All By Yourself
I Just Can’t Bear To See You Like That

Though I Don’t Expect Anything In Return From You
          It Still Hurts To Be Invisible In Your Life!!!

Please Tell Me How Can I Fix This?
          Only If There Was A Way To, Though.....

Though The Days Are Passing
     The Mornings Remain Dark
Though The Eyes Are Open
     The Heart Remains Closed
Though The Clock Is Running
     The Time Remains Stopped

Everything May Feel Meaningless
Anything May Look Pointless
Nothing May Appear Priceless

But Don't Be Disheartened
     Don't Lose Hope

Your Breakthrough Is Almost There
     Waiting For You To Reach For It

Because You Are Made To Shine
     Brighter Than The Brightest Star

The Moment You Realize This
     It's The Dawn Of A New Hope
          In Your Life..........

I Was In Darkness
     Suffering With Pain
When You Came Into My Life
     With A Ray Of Which Is Meant To Shine

I Couldn't Believe My Eyes
     And What I Was Feeling
So I Kept On Asking Myself
     'Are You Sure You Are Not Dreaming? '

I Was So Happy
     To See Things Turn Around
But There Raised A Situation
     Where I Had To Stand My Ground

You Might Feel It Was Intentional
     But Believe Me It Was Purely Circumstantial

I Wish You Were Here To See What You Are To Me
     But Then Again I Can't Just Make You See
I Wish You Realize How Much You Are To Me
     But Then Again I Can't Just Make You Notice

All These Might Be A Just A Couple Of Words To You
     But It Is My Heart Which Is Pouring Out Here
All This Might Be Just A Drama To You
     But This Is My Life That Is On Line Here

I Really Don't Know How To Make You Understand
     When You Are Strongly Fixed That I Will Never Understand
But Still I'm Glad I've Fallen For You
     Because You Are The Best Thing That Happened To Me

Nevertheless I Just Want To Let You Know By Saying This
     That You Are The Unexpected Love Which Swept Me Off My Feet! ! ! ! !

Every Step I Take,
I Face Rejections
Every Place I Go,
I Find Traitors

No Matter What I Do,
People Mock Me
No Matter Where I Go,
People Judge Me

I Feel Like I'm Drowned In Darkness
I Feel Like I'm About To Go Insane

With All This Confusion Around Me,
Just When I Feel Like I'm Going To Explode

I See A Bright Light,
A Light Of Hope,
A Light Of Strength,
A Light Of Courage

It Never Fails To Fill Me Up With A New Zeal Of Life

Your Smile Is That Light In My Life! ! ! ! !

Love
For Not The Beauty
For Not The Riches
For Not The Fame

But
For Who They Are
For What They Are
For The Beauty Of Their Hearts

This Is True Love
Not The Love Which You Find These Days
But The Love Which Was Lost Long Ago
Somewhere In The Midst Of This Fake Love And Betrayal
In This World Of Only Pleasures But Not Happiness! ! ! ! !

I Remember
The Day I Saw You
I Was Numb
I Was Speechless
As Though I Was On A Stand Still.....
As Though The Time Has Stopped Running.....
As Though The World Has Stopped Spinning.....

Everything Around Me Vanished
But I Stood There
Trying To Understand
But I Couldn't Figure Out
Why There Was Only You Standing! ? ! ? !

Even Though It Was The Darkest Black Background I Have Ever Seen
But The World Was Still Very Beautiful With Nothing But You In It! ! ! ! !

I Don't Know The Reason
Why I Was Born
Why I Am Still Alive
Why I Am Not Dead Yet

But
I Know This That The Only Reason
Why My Heart Is Still Beating Is Because You Are In It
I Don't Want To Miss Even One Beat For One Second Also
Because I Don't Want To Live In This World Without YOU! ! ! ! !

I Love You Forever Till My Last Breathe Dear..........

Life
Is A Journey
Is A Circus
Is A Drama
Is A Celebration
Is A Party
Is A Meeting

Life
Is Full Of Hi And Hello
Is Full Of See You And Bye

Life
Has Both Good And Bad
Has Both Rise And Fall
Has Both Holy And Evil
Has Both Hot And Sweet
Has Both Cold And Warm
Has Both Anger And Compromise
Has Both High And Low
Has Both Wide And Narrow
Has Both Rich And Poor
Has Both Near And Far
Has Both Light And Dark
Has Both Sunshine And Rainfall

But In The End
Life Is Just A Journey
Nothing But A Rare And Mere Experience
Just A Combination Of Antonyms And Synonyms! ! !

When The Cool Breeze Touches My Hair
It Feels Like You Are Blowing Your Air Over My Head
When The Rain Drops Fall On My Body
It Feels Like Your Tears Wet My Heart
When A Baby Smiles At Me
It Feels Like You Have Kissed My Lips

I Want To Feel You
So Let Us Close Our Eyes And Feel Each Other's Presence
Isn't It A Beautiful Feeling

Love! ! ! ! !

Love Can Make A Life
Love Can Break A Life

Love Can Build A Family
Love Can Destroy A Family

Love Can Hurt
Love Can Heal

Love Can Touch
Love Can Leave

Love Can Make You Famous
Love Can Make You Stranger

Love Can Make You Feel Special
Love Can Make You Feel Unwanted

But Still.....
Love Teaches You How To Live
It Is The Specialty And Reality Of Love
Which Makes Everyone To Fall In Love! ! ! ! !

All I Want To Say Is This
Please See Me For Me
I Really Love You!!!!!


All I Want You To Do
Is Love Me For Me
Both Good And Bad.....

All I Want You To Do
Is Accept My Negative
As You Appreciate My Positive.....


But Why Is It That
You Don't Want The Dark Inside Me
And Asking Me Only For The Bright Side Of Me!!!!!


All I Want To Do
Is To Keep You Happy
Without Hurting You Even A Little.....

So I'm Ready To Show You
Only The Best Of Me
By Closing The Worst In Me.....


But I Don't Want To Cheat You Like This
But I Don't Want To Act Forever My Entire Life
I Want To Be Me
I Want You To Love Me For Me
So I Beg You
Please See Me For Me!!!!!


I Tried To Make You Understand
I Don't Know What Else To Do
I Feel Like A Failure.....


Please
Try To Listen
My Heart Is Crying Out To You!.!.!.!.!

When I Open My Eyes

I Can See The Stars Sparkling Lightly
I Can See The Sun Shining Brightly

I Can See The Sea Rolling Tirelessly
I Can See The Sky Moving Endlessly

I Can See The Birds Singing Slowly
I Can See The Lions Roaring Loudly

I Can See The Baby Crying Cutely
I Can See The Mother Patting Sweetly

Even When I Can See All The Beauty Of The Creation
I Still Find Something Missing.....

Then When I Closed My Eyes
I Found It Which I Couldn't See With My Eyes Open.....

My Dark Deep Empty Heart
Suddenly Filled With The Most Precious View Showed Up.....

It Is Your Lovely Smile! ! ! ! !

I MISS YOU IN MY LIFE

Memories
Memories To Love
Memories To Hate
Memories To Cherish
Memories To Forget
Memories To Avenge
Memories To Forgive
Memories To Share
Memories To Hide

With So Many Memories
With So Many Thoughts
With So Many Ideas

But Still
Why Are You Missing In My Life?
Why Am I Lost In This World?
Why Do I Feel So Hollow And Empty?

I Don't Want To Be Left Alone With Memories Forever!
All I Want Is You To Be With Me! ! !

I Loved
I've Been Lied To

I Loved
I've Been Cheated

I Loved
I've Been Failed

With All These
I've Lost All The Hope
I Started Believing
There Is No Love In My Life

It Is Then
When I Saw You
It Is Then
When I Met You
It Is Then
When I Understood You

With All These
A New Hope Bud In Me
I Started To Believe
There Might Still Be A Chance For Love

It Was Out Of My Hands
To Avoid You
It Was Out Of My Hands
To Ignore You
It Was Out Of My Hands
Not To Love You


Time Passed By Slowly
I Started Falling For You Quickly
Without Any Notice
You Came Into My Life

I Suddenly Realize
The Distance Between Us Has Decreased
We Are Getting Closer And Closer
Day By Day

It Is At This Moment
Life's Biggest Trick Has Been Put Into Play
Fate!!!!!

Your Long Lost Love
Suddenly Returns To You
You Decide To Let Your Love
Re-Enter Your Life Again

I Was In Dilemma
I Couldn't Understand My Feelings Anymore
I Was Happy That You Got Your Love Of Life
I Was Broken That I Lost My Love Of Life

But I Couldn't Cry Infront Of You
As You Were Jumping With Joy
As You Were Shouting With Happiness
As You Were Crying With Amusement

After Sending You Off To Your Love
I Started Consoling My Heart
But I Didn't Knew How
Then I Took A Decision
I'm Going To Stay With You No Matter What
As I Thought It Would Be Fine If You Were With Me

Slowly Space Grew Between Us
Finally We Have Drifted Apart From Each Other

I Didn't Knew What To Do Anymore
I Couldn't Think Straight Anymore
To My Surprise
I've Lost Myself In This Chaos

Then Out Of The Blue
You Come To Me
Just To Say
You Don't Want Me In Your Life Anymore

Tell Me
How Am I Supposed To React To This?

Even When You Rejected My Love
I Stood There To Support Your Love
Now When You Reject My Friendship
I Don't Have Anymore Strength Left To Stand

I Am Falling Apart.....
I Am Breaking Into Pieces.....

In The End, I've Been SHATTERED Into The Wind! ! ! ! !