I Find Myself Crying All The Time
I Find Myself Covered In Tears
I Find Myself Losing Me

Why Does It Always Have To End This Way?
Why Can't It Turn Out To Be Good?
Where Can I Find These Answers?

In Midst Of All This Chaos
I Get Up And Dress Up
And Head Straight Into My Life
As If Nothing Is Wrong
As If Everything Is Fine

Who Am I Fooling
The World Or Myself? ? ?

Though My Heart Is Screaming With Pain
I Still Manage To Smile
But It Hurts, It Really Does
It Is Driving Me Insane
But Then Again, Here I Am
Back To The Square One.....

Do You Know How Much It Hurts When You Push Me Away Every Time?
     What Is It That I Did Wrong?
Is Loving You Without Any Condition My Mistake That You Are Keeping Me At A Distance?

Do You Even Have Any Idea Of What I Am Going Through?
     I Just Wish I Can Explain It To You
But The Moment I Start Doing That, I Don't Know Why It Doesn't Turn Out To Be Like It Should!

Is It My Heart That Is Incapable Of Love?
     Or Is It Me Who Is Not Suitable To Love?
Whatever The Reason, My Love Turns Out To Be Useless In The End! ! !

I Wish I Could Give You Everything The Way You Like It
I Wish We Could Be Together The Way I'm Hoping
I Wish You Come To Me The Way I'm Yearning For You
I Wish... I Wish... I Wish...

Only If I Could Wish For It
     But It Is Too Late Now
You Are Completely Out Of My Hands
My Body And Mind Have Given Up Running Behind You
     But What Should I Do When My Heart Is Not Ready To! ? !

My Heart Is Crying Out So Loud
     But Its Cry Is Unheard To Your Ears
Then How Can I Confess That I Love You? ? ?

No More Words Left To Express Anything I Feel
     I've Grown Numb Now
I'm Sorry I Couldn't Be There For You, My Love
I'm Sorry I Couldn't Stand Up For You, My Love
I'm Sorry That I'm Letting You Down, My Love
     I'm Sorry That I'm Leaving

Though I've Been Loving You From The Very First Moment
I've Been Dying Every Second Waiting For You
I'm Afraid That My Wait Is Going To Go In Vain
And I Don't Want To Witness Such A Day
So Goodbye My Love.....

When You Were Sad,
          I was There
When You Were Crying,
          I was There
When You Were Broken,
          I Was There
When You Were In Pain,
          I Was There
When You Were In Despair,
          I Was There

I Never Failed To Be There For You, No Matter The Situation
I Never Left You, Even When You Pushed Me Away
I Made Sure I’m Always There When You Need Me

But, Why Is That, In The End
          I Am Unnoticed To Your Eyes
          My Love Is Untouched To Your Heart
          My Care Is Unfelt By You

But Still I’m Unable To Get Away From You
I Just Don’t Want To Leave You To Suffer All By Yourself
I Just Can’t Bear To See You Like That

Though I Don’t Expect Anything In Return From You
          It Still Hurts To Be Invisible In Your Life!!!

Please Tell Me How Can I Fix This?
          Only If There Was A Way To, Though.....

Though The Days Are Passing
     The Mornings Remain Dark
Though The Eyes Are Open
     The Heart Remains Closed
Though The Clock Is Running
     The Time Remains Stopped

Everything May Feel Meaningless
Anything May Look Pointless
Nothing May Appear Priceless

But Don't Be Disheartened
     Don't Lose Hope

Your Breakthrough Is Almost There
     Waiting For You To Reach For It

Because You Are Made To Shine
     Brighter Than The Brightest Star

The Moment You Realize This
     It's The Dawn Of A New Hope
          In Your Life..........

I Was In Darkness
     Suffering With Pain
When You Came Into My Life
     With A Ray Of Which Is Meant To Shine

I Couldn't Believe My Eyes
     And What I Was Feeling
So I Kept On Asking Myself
     'Are You Sure You Are Not Dreaming? '

I Was So Happy
     To See Things Turn Around
But There Raised A Situation
     Where I Had To Stand My Ground

You Might Feel It Was Intentional
     But Believe Me It Was Purely Circumstantial

I Wish You Were Here To See What You Are To Me
     But Then Again I Can't Just Make You See
I Wish You Realize How Much You Are To Me
     But Then Again I Can't Just Make You Notice

All These Might Be A Just A Couple Of Words To You
     But It Is My Heart Which Is Pouring Out Here
All This Might Be Just A Drama To You
     But This Is My Life That Is On Line Here

I Really Don't Know How To Make You Understand
     When You Are Strongly Fixed That I Will Never Understand
But Still I'm Glad I've Fallen For You
     Because You Are The Best Thing That Happened To Me

Nevertheless I Just Want To Let You Know By Saying This
     That You Are The Unexpected Love Which Swept Me Off My Feet! ! ! ! !

Every Step I Take,
I Face Rejections
Every Place I Go,
I Find Traitors

No Matter What I Do,
People Mock Me
No Matter Where I Go,
People Judge Me

I Feel Like I'm Drowned In Darkness
I Feel Like I'm About To Go Insane

With All This Confusion Around Me,
Just When I Feel Like I'm Going To Explode

I See A Bright Light,
A Light Of Hope,
A Light Of Strength,
A Light Of Courage

It Never Fails To Fill Me Up With A New Zeal Of Life

Your Smile Is That Light In My Life! ! ! ! !

Love
For Not The Beauty
For Not The Riches
For Not The Fame

But
For Who They Are
For What They Are
For The Beauty Of Their Hearts

This Is True Love
Not The Love Which You Find These Days
But The Love Which Was Lost Long Ago
Somewhere In The Midst Of This Fake Love And Betrayal
In This World Of Only Pleasures But Not Happiness! ! ! ! !