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Ruby Nemo Feb 2020
acknowledging superiority with a peculiar sense of awe
so that you can rest totally in very simple things
cracks are appearing, you're under pressure
with bad humor, you made the deepest mark
jan. 2020
Ruby Nemo Feb 2020
You
You are just another thing that I have to quit
Ruby Nemo Jan 2020
you caught me in the garden of earthly delights
do my words hurt you?
do I make your ears bleed?
well, pleasure is fragile as glass, my friend
cut me, hold me, gut me, woo me

I dreamt before dawn
that I was alive in the drug
and it saddened you
it saddened me, too

a needle through the flesh
just the peak of fascination
January 2020
Ruby Nemo Jan 2020
she said she likes me better
when my eyes aren't faded and red
lost in the numbness
always self-induced
a feeling I hold onto for security
and adoration
I love her like she could break
though I know that not to be
hot-head, I'm a sword with a double end
she often reminds me of me
January 2020
Ruby Nemo Jan 2020
Why am I angry?
(if she's good to you)
You said you'd watch over me
Now I'm watching you watch her
Pulling beauty out of the boring
I'll turn into you, babe
I'll turn into you
I think I broke God's heart
I'm sorry I'm not strong enough to mend it
Get out of your house
Fall back into my arms
I believe that you love me
Why else would you leave?
January 2020
Ruby Nemo Dec 2019
no one heard that word
I said it so quietly
as to not disappoint myself
nor upset the room.
dec. 30, 2019
Ruby Nemo Dec 2019
How terrible a feeling, but I can’t feel those pesky emotions! I have found a way around you devils, a shorter path, a detour. May be the cause of self-destructive behaviors? Please. All I’ve got may not be worth the chase, may be better if I strangled with lace? No, stop those thoughts, because sometimes the emotion knocks so hard that it reverberates into your brain, over and over, all day. It could possess the power to break the shield of your one last chance at your cheat, and then what will you do?
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