Ruby Nemo

Ruby Nemo Dec 2019

no one heard that word
I said it so quietly
as to not disappoint myself
nor upset the room.

dec. 30, 2019

Ruby Nemo Dec 2019

How terrible a feeling, but I can’t feel those pesky emotions! I have found a way around you devils, a shorter path, a detour. May be the cause of self-destructive behaviors? Please. All I’ve got may not be worth the chase, may be better if I strangled with lace? No, stop those thoughts, because sometimes the emotion knocks so hard that it reverberates into your brain, over and over, all day. It could possess the power to break the shield of your one last chance at your cheat, and then what will you do?

Ruby Nemo Dec 2019

Sitting Outside the Venue

my lungs hurt when i sing
oh, my lungs burn when i sing
is that a sign?
i think you’ll be able to tell me
the issues that boggle my mind
the cars cant stop me now
and the busses passing by
i found a new way to breathe

11-24-2019

Ruby Nemo Dec 2019

Harder to Handle

maybe the world will heal when I'm gone
another excuse for my absence
aren't I sick of this constant repression?
where am I supposed to be?
would you come back if you knew I was different?
I can hardly take the pain now
I'll start dealing with the pain
just like I was taught
and maybe soon my name will be forgotten

12-03-19

Ruby Nemo Dec 2019

Memo 007

I hope to God that you have a greater plan.

12-02-19

Ruby Nemo Dec 2019

Not to Worry

the impending end that's being talked about
it'll only happen with drugs, my love,
eternal happiness and infinite bliss
sounds to me like *******
not a worry in the world
when people suffering doesn't matter
because soon they will suffer no more
remember the Azran legend?
and the town that was torn apart
drugs can make you forget
to make you remember the future
and suddenly my entire world
makes no sense

november 2019

Ruby Nemo Dec 2019

theology thoughts

people and their ideas
they write about them
they write like these ideas are so important
but the truth is that people write because they think they're different
revolutionary
we know you don't care about your life's work
it's alright,
all your wasted time.
I'm just glad it was you and not me
because you think you're the only one
who said the end could be more
than decaying, corruption, and fear
you say what it is and isn't,
what the hell it should be
what the hell HELL should mean
death comes for us all sonny
and your ideas will die
with your body
but does the soul live on?
maybe write about that. BOOM