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Ruby Nemo Aug 2019
flowering
came to life on the opposite side of discretion
the air as ashy as before
crawled into skin like a puppet with force
inhabit a mold, show how much you were told
08-12-19
Ruby Nemo Aug 2019
Beautiful and Deliberate
Such a faint little hope
Contrary Things
Taken back to infinity
No One Can Be Happy Unwillingly
Applying punishment for ignorance
Living Carelessly
You're pushing me off the deep end.
Vice Of The Soul
Corruptions Of The Body
Beyond a human being
Is where I lie...
Undaunted.
07-31-19
Ruby Nemo Aug 2019
don't have reasons not to try
go ahead, you left me in the dark
the world's a mystery to me
breathing deeper than my heartbeat
to overcome the weight
that sprung from disappointment
too little, way too late
July 29, 2019
Ruby Nemo Aug 2019
I am uncomfortable!
I don't want to belittle you! but. . .
(how did she know?)
embrace the loss.
lose yourself.

I miss my life before you hated me.
come together -
lose yourself.
the members of the bohemian grove, theatre babes.
I guess I can't seem to discover...
how can you feel?
2019 July
Ruby Nemo Jul 2019
radios talk and I listen to you,
your heart sings for her
and I'll hide in the blue
waves of this sound
which I've heard once before
believe me, I'd die, you'll **** me for sure
radios tell me,
oh, how great of a song,
what a melancholy message
you should take it and run
but I can't, not dear radio,
and he sings in dark red.
but I am so blue, and have a cold head
more innocent woman,
she hides the wild side
he sang of stability,
all right.
07-19-19
Ruby Nemo Jul 2019
you told me to never worry
that all the evils in this world would amount to nothing against us
you held my little hand and pulled me down with you, but I felt safe by your side
there's not a chance
I could have foreseen
how great those likes could actually be
because all I forced myself to see
was your goodness behind a fake smile.
I guess, in the end, we're both not to blame
'cause you were just reckless
and I was just me.
If I had to pick someone to throw under the bus, I guess I'd pick me, in place of the both of us.
because you are a bird, and I want you to be
but you sent me to Hell
you tore me to pieces and walked right away
still, I'd love, in your arms, just to stay
07-19-19
Ruby Nemo Jul 2019
I would rather be ignored than lied to
they say they can see me
believing in stone cold sympathy
but their hearts house the darkest parts of regret
their eyes are pools red from envy.
maybe my soul longs to be lonely
maybe I'm only me when I'm free
and how am I going to love someone else?
you've squeezed out the lasting few bits of my heart
till it dried into slivers
and I can't stray away from harsh thoughts
and I'm left to leave home almost dead
you should have shown me your happier hopes
instead of the fear, and the rage, and the dread.
07-17-19
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