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Ruby Nemo Mar 2019
the lies fly up like flames unchained
as the friends turn their heads
as they turn their disapproving faces

nothing but a one-side story
a collection of epiphanies drowned in irrational fears
you've got that tunnel vision
seeing my world through a brown paper tube

scolding with reckless abandon!

so strange yet so unfulfilled!

unleash all my darkness, the sides of me you cared not to find
somehow my vision has become hazy
somehow I have gone absolutely crazy
a stuffy nose and bloodshot eyes
how could they ever see through this disguise?

but understanding is a conscious effort
and judgement comes with ease

I have nothing to prove to you people,
living underground
still sneaking around
won't make a defensive sound
if that's how my life shall be.
03-11-19
Ruby Nemo Mar 2019
all the friends fall
and bones wear thin from the drug
remember all you intended to be
and bury it deep in the mud
when the day drags long
and loved ones stop loving
remember all that was expected of you
and run the other way
for the sake of sanity, for the sake of respect
03-01-19
Ruby Nemo Feb 2019
when the words don't come easy,
an effortless attempt to allow a creative mind to wander,
the minutes drag on, the flavor flies by,
all alone is the woman you wore to the bone
02-25-19
Ruby Nemo Feb 2019
1.  He is dangerous yet enticing
2.  He speaks manipulatively and knows it
3.  He is a ****** deviant
4.  He tempts you to abandon your morals
5.  Both their names start with "S"
6.  He came from Hell
7.  He is a master of deception
8.  His words flow smoothly... too smoothly
9.  He looks like Satan honestly
10. He wants to conquer my body and soul!
* twirls hair * you got horns?

02-22-19
Ruby Nemo Feb 2019
forget what you know, forget what you were trained to think that you want.
maybe running away is too much for you, maybe walking with me will be better.
instead of your crying, just laugh off the pain, see the world through a lens that dilutes all misfortunes.
because you'll never be the saddest.
you won't ever know what it's like to feel suffering.
you'll never be the most victimized,
so take your blessings and take your advantage, take the privilege they tell you you carry, take the good with the bad and the bad with the good because one day, alone, as you stare at the backyard, you'll wonder where your life went, where all your strength now lies.
the inevitable decay that we try so hard to ignore,
the fantasy of immortality,
hits hard like a hurricane when you don't come prepared.
so take all the hardships and the lovers and strain, lay them down or raise them up,
because life's a gift, so unwilling to be put to shame.
02-08-19
Ruby Nemo Feb 2019
the world is dark
lay your troubles on me
I'll take them, I promise
no reason to be
so afraid to embark
on a journey so fragile
just listen to me breathe
and I'll nod as you speak
in vulnerable tones
feeling like you've lost
something I can replace.

come to understand
you hold my happiness in your hand
for the rest of my life
eyes locked on a dream
feed me hope, overflow
and I'll give you a break
always making it known
that I'm your buffer for pain
look at me crazy,
I've seen it before
all the fears and dark fantasies
scattered on tile floors

the rhythm of your breath
keeps me awake
I slip into dependency
so save me from your tired temptations
apart however long,
I'll still sing your songs
meet with me in the night
a sweet tangerine
a daydream less understood
by the people who killed us.
they killed our last song

to me, hear me out,
your radiant eyes
holding love like a light
gazing strong into mine
provide a sensible lover,
too kind not to love
sinking too deep to take lightly
we'll fall into forever-care
delusion to them, but
euphoria to you, and a miracle to me.
02-03-19
Ruby Nemo Jan 2019
I can still feel your face in my hands.

From the night full of wonder, and laughter, and love
The cold wind brought you in
My warmth will guide you closer to me.

I can still see you blink in the light.

Green eyes that beckon me towards forever
For a house fit for a self-proclaimed king
A suitable life for your future wife, your girl

I can still hear your breath in my ear,
Feel your hands in my hair,
The temporality of the night beats at my heart
Don't run from obsessive emotion
01-23-19
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