I have to be honest, I feel ashamed.
I don't deserve for you to just lovingly forgive me,
but baby I hope you do.

I wish I could have gone back and told myself how I would feel now.
And not being able to talk to you, knowing that you're not coming home to me... Its painful.

I just have to know how you feel, if you forgive me, if you're mad, knowing you, you probably have already forgotten about it, but I  guess that means I've learned my lesson.

I love you baby, and i hope you know I didn't mean the things that I said. I hope you give me another chance to be sweet and kind.

I hear you,
I am listening...

I care about your thoughts, your point of views,
your mindset, your opinions,
It is all immensely valuable to me,
because I care about you.  

This is something I really like doing to pass the time...
Its fun and exiting, yet I truly don't want to upset you.

Can we find a safe limit?
A boundary?
Something so that I am not setting myself up to fail.
A limit that he can feel peace at.

I do't necessarily want to quit but Id like to help him feel better.
Once or twice a week is a good goal to set I think.

Take me to a place
beyond the mystery
Somewhere beyond this blistering history,
find me bitterly simplicity.

Spread me too thin, drive me past insanity,
Explore my sexuality.
Rhyme me into a riddle.
Dip me into your perplexity.
Thrill me, tease me, don't go easy,
baby, be greedy...
my flame, get needy
come over and watch me slip off this mini bikini.

My darling,
I had another dream about you.
It was the sweetest of dreams,
I loved you so much
I cant wait till they day comes where
I will look into your beautiful eyes.

I already have so much love for you
that I cannot contain, or begin to explain.

I know I will cherish you,
love you,
be there for you at every chance I get.
Hold you when the nights are painful,
play with you with your favorite toys,
take interest in your interests,
I will encourage you and lift you up in
troubling circumstances.
I will cry with you so you DON'T have to be alone.

I will love you.

I already do.

I cant wait till the day I can
kiss the bottoms of your little feet,
hold you till you fall asleep,
take care of you,
and love you outrageously.
You're so loved already,
my little angel.