Its hard when you're alone
when you don't have a person you own
when you have no one to calll home
no one to call home
you cant tell anyone what you know
secrets lie on your lips because you have no one to spill them too
than you dont know what to do
it ***** to be
*alone

my family has a problem with addiction
in other words we put everything we have into things
and refuse to take it back
geting attached
because they own all we have
loving till it kills us
and when it kills us
t we love it more
i will love you till you **** me
then ill love you more
leave me empty on the floor
tell me im not enough for
your love
but than ill come back for seconds
leave me empty and ill never leave your side
try to push me away
but i will stay
because when you hurt me
i love you more

I miss you
I miss being able to tell you
Everything
Nothing
was off limits
Your love for me was evident
Through the words you speak
Speak to me
I miss you
I miss Being able to look at you
And you know exactly what i mean
Do you know meaN
I miss
I miss having somone know me
Someond to deal with me
And my bipolar mood swings
My lies
My tears
And in return
I Give you
Everything
My thoughts were all for you
Your happiness meant more to me
Than living
My trust for you
Was unhealthy
If you told me to jump off a bridge
I wouldn't think at all
I would be flying through the air on my final fall
before you even realized what you said
I miss Having a best friend
I miss being able to pretend
We knew what love felt like
I miss my addiction to your thoughts
Your words
Your feelings
I miss
You

I wish i could start over
But what would i change
I play all my cards the right way
It's just the draw of the cards
The hand of God
the way things happened
It's just the same
All a game
I lose
But so do you
Can you win
Probably not
There's nothing to change
Either i live with this
Or stop playing the game

Honestly
It shouldnt bother me
That you have a friend with benefits that happened to be a girl i hate
Honestly
It shouldn't bother me
That the only girl i ever love was straight
And i am too
Honestly
It shouldn't bother me
That im falling out of love with her
i never thought i would lose you
Honestly
it shouldnt bother me
But it do
It does
Every second of every day
I think of all these missed opportunities
Chances untaken
All these people who say they love me
But really hatin
So sorry it bothers me
I don't mean to care
But honestly
You bother me
So go straight to hell

I fought for you
The least you could do is recognize me
Keep your promise to me
But instead you lied to me
Call me your favourite
But forget me at the call of ***
As if you don't know
Im hurting
So im sorry to.intrude
But i never really cared you where with her
I only cared because she stole you
You say you came for all these things
But none of them are me
So no
Your not my favorite
And no
You cant come up here again
Tell your little *** she can follow you to georiga