I'm lost for words
I don't know how to describe the feeling
Of not feeling
Do I feel?
Do I live?
Does my soul still survive inside
I feel like it left me
Just an empty vessel
Do people still love me?
Do I still love?
I haven't felt love in years
I haven't felt in years
I look at a situation
And wonder
How should I be feeling?
Shouldn't I be feeling?
Shouldn't I be
Should I be at all?
Why am I here?  
Why don't I care if I die?
Why don't I care if I loss her?
Why don't I care if I lose him?
Why can't I feel?

Im just a subplot in someone elses story
A rewrite that never got glory
A lost song that never got its own recording
Unrecognized beauty
You can see im pretty
But you cant see
Me
Im the person who keeps the heroes kids safe
Im a disgrace
Trying to find my own victory
But end up helping others on thier way
I want a victory
*I want my own story

I let you go
For too long
i.have been trying to hang on
too this relationship
It was dead a long time ago

I Let you go
You can get another best friend
Ill be ok right here
I can live
Without you

I let you go
It was wrong for me to keep you
To force you to stay with me
You don't have to protect me
I have God to keep me

I let you go
*I don't need you anymore