I remember you when I was bright-eyed
The best friend with her smile so big
We did crazy things together
Got lost and caught up in it all
But then we got older
And grew farther
--distance in time, distance in hearts
Now I watch you grow from stories I'm told
And to you,  I'm like a ghost

Escaping out of my mouth
Like smoke travelling out
Filling the space around me
Stop spinning and lie motionless
Hoping the ground doesn't throw you up
And gravity won't **** you down

The world is so big
& so small at the same time
I often find myself lost in the stars
Looking up into the vastness of space
Wondering if I jump high enough
Will I fly away?
But the sins of man are heavy
& weigh us to the ground
My feet firmly planted and arms outstretched
I swear to God I could fly
If I just let go

Break the sky
I promise I was better
Every movement, left to right
I danced til dawn
And my heart was won
And lost at the same time
Things were wrong
But everything felt **right

I just want to implode
Fall into myself and disappear
I pray the Lord to hold me
And make my sacrifice worth it
But I'm holding on by myself
A string tied to nothing