I am fake
You see me as a bright bubbley bad girl.
That's what I want you to see.
But to be honest with you I'm scared...
Scared of what you'd think of the real.
The badly damaged ,depressed,suicial me.
The Real Me.

Nobody likes the real me.
I may seem happy but I'm not.
I'm sad.
Trying not to show it.
I put on a smile.
I've been trying to be happy so long.
Everyday's the same.
Everyday I hide THE REAL ME.

Not being able to talk about your own problems while taking on everyone elses just hide your own is depression. Smiling even through the pain. Feeling worthless losing yourself. Living in a body that fights to survive with the mind that tries to die. Broken, useless, pathetic, rejected, lonely is what you mean when you say "I'm fine"

I have a RIGHT to be different to be free .
                                     I have a RIGHT to be me.  
                      For me me to be different I'm really just being me
                                   people don't understand that .
                       people judge  me for being me for being myself
                                    what am suppose to do change  for them  .
                           the only way I'm changing is if GOD himself
                                         comes and tells me to change.
                          So for all you bullies and Hippocrates (****  OFF)
                                              I"M JUST BEING ME

When God said Moses take this tab
For what I'm gonna say
Ain't so bad
These rules are gonna make man good
And tidy up this neighbourhood

So Moses was ready to chisel away
And put in stone what God had to say
Waiting on the mountain in the wind and rain
Not getting fancy with all the chat
Just laying it down with a little holy rap

God's in da hood
In my back yard
Breaking bad souls
Yo it's all good

Now God he spoke in a godly way
Saying hey Moses my dog don't you play
Around with da words I'm rapping all day
Coz this ain't no **** you be messin wid
For all man is gonna say
**** that God he's gonna be right one day

Monsters are never born they are created--jm.

Stand up for what is right.
Never let someone tell you that you shouldn't follow your dreams,
Just do it.
If your gay embrace it.
If your different embrace it.
This is life make the best out of it,
For we only get one life to live.