I wish we could have a chance
But the world won’t allow it
Even a slight glimmer of a life together
But it won’t happen
We just don’t meet
We’re not the same people
Oh how I wish we were
But we’re not
We never will be
We’re just too different
Sometimes that works
But not for us
We’re two worlds apart
And I don’t have a plane

A few months ago I didn’t even know you existed
It took 1 month for me to fall in love
And 3 months to realise it was stupid
And now
6 months on
You’re the best and worst thing to ever happen to me

I wish I could be creative
I don’t have a creative mind
But whenever I put pen to paper
I draw your face

It’s been 5 days
5 long days since we met again
120 hours since I saw your face in person
It’ll be another 8 days until I see you again
And then I’ll wait 122 days.

I listen to sad music
Written about relationships
And think about what we could be
And what we will never be

I wish I was your type
But I’m not a supermodel
I’m not a girly girl
I don’t spend hundreds of pounds on makeup
And I don’t care about the newest brands of clothes
I don’t feel like I constantly have to make an effort
And I don’t think I have to impress anyone
I’d be lying if I said I wouldn’t change for you
But I’m happy with me
I just wish you could be too

I wish I had something else to write about
Something other than you
But you’re my muse
You’re my world
I hate it
I wish I could focus on something other than you
But my mind always strays to the memories of us
To the sound of your voice
And for a moment
It feels as if we could be
But we never will be
Because my mom said I’m not your type