I took a sip of ***** tonight
before I knew I had to drive
someone else drove us home
even though I was sober
I was touched tonight
but in a friendly way
and cuddled with by two people
but they were both laying on my lap
I laughed today
for a moment
and was sad today
for a while
with days like today
good days look even better

One small night
Has proven
The clevernessof life
And lost ideas
And hidden truths
In plain sight

Don't look back
But if I can't see straight
And the present so dark
How am I suppose to continue
Blindly, I suppose.

When I close my eyes
I see red roses
an droplets in water
so close I could almost touch them
yet just out of reach
no matter how far I go
the roses will always evade my hands
and the pools forever invisible to the touch
the elegance and beauty of the two pulls me in
but in the far lands of my mind
I know that the roses,
are razor-sharp to the fingertips
and the flowing stream,
poisonous to the skin
but I attempt with all my will
to embrace the vibrant roses
and wishing current
with my curious
and simple hands.

When my eyes are open
all I see
is yet to be described.
Such a gracefully pained image,
I'd imagine,
That is to be told.

Have you ever fallen in love for an instant?
For just a moment,
all you want is that person.
For an instant,
everything is frozen.
Then all in the same moment
it all changes back
and life hits you hard
and that person never crosses your mind again
but in the back of your mind
you will always remember that love you had
just for that short second.