Missing minutes mesmerize.
Text is troublesome.
Five days in; bought the fantasy.

That guy... Got too close.
There was no sweet dark chocolate to be fed.
It was real.

Tears that healed at distance would flood.
We did the damage.
False smiles will always fade.

I AM MY WORDS.
CAN YOU BE YOURS?

Questions asked.
Never answered.
Shut down...
Common sense;
Sheds light.

Really...
I should Thank You.
For...
All the lessons provided.

Miles apart;
We were one.
Neighboring;
Reduced us to none.

War is hell.
Nasty nights.
Dangerous days.
Wounded...
Almond eyes.

Furnace.
Flamed hot.
Skin on skin.
To be burned beautifully...

Tease & gimmick. TOD: twelve long hours.
Breakfast beer in hand. 12 FL OZ. Not enough...
What mess. Stupid. Sorries are nothing.
They roll heartless.
T'was her with the head injury; him in the coma.
Foolish as always been.
What measure.
A few moments...
Stupid & selfish with crap intention.
Other fella unaccounted for.
Before her, less than...
No more.
Not pattern.
Not today.
Not time.
Nihilation.

Never should you have wanted.
Never should you of had.
Sooner should you dismiss.

Poor you. Take the hurt.

****** with my life.
More than I ****** with yours...

Warning with whispers.
Telling. Trembling. Tracers.
.
.
.
Shelling...
.
.
.
Surrender.

The never-ending chore...
Missing the company upon cold nights.

Remember tears in your eyes I wiped...
What about mine.

One click...
Folder delete.

Photos, emails, history...
You.

Not ready.

It's funny...

No longer need a moment.

With your songs.

Your empty vows...
Worst promises ever known to my ears.

Tried too long...
To forget your name.
Cunning.
Cutthroat...
BANE.

Mercy in my melody...
Strumming significance.

First walk...
In tune.

Finally...
Found a place.
With no...
Tainted memories of you.

Parade.
Lack of rain.
Bonds strengthen. Open. Exchanges...
A tale.
Collection exclusive.
Today we strive.
Hold my hand.
Dismiss the deep.

Revisited the crime scene today...
Not for me I guess?

Really tried to carry your unhappiness...
My back was out.

Never called you a *****...
Wore your own label.
And?

I almost wonder...
Why we met.
Lesson; to not repeat.

Wish to hell...
I didn't memorize.
In softest of light.

Respectfully;
Once your bed...
Never for; or with,
Another individual.

Yellow diamonds burst across the stage...
Repetition and pattern.
Better.
Splendor.

Hang my head.
Moments of silence...
The screams. Your voice. My name.
The company. It is you.
Sat and slept side by side.
So many miles.
Days uncertain...
Thought I smelled you in the sheets.
Found a lavender wrinkle thingy in the blankets.

Do you still dream in color?
Hopes of bright imagery?

Every message; always conveyed something.
You gave your time...
Did you use it wisely?

Was more than a quota...

Do you have less stress?
Is there more meaning or memory?

Life is serious.
Forget wading; swim.
Could we be in person?

I was lost as well...
We were always finding found.

Cheer up doll.
All have hard histories.
Be free from worry.
There is more to have.
Will give my everything to give you anything.
Ask...
It's mine to own; mine to offer.
We walk side by side. Nor step out of sync.
Those good guys from the movies...
We are here waiting.
Chance it.
Let me protect and shelter you from cruelties of the world.
Dance with me.
You'll have your balance.
A sound sanctuary.
Treat me the best you know...
I'll never be cold.
Please.
Let my arms blanket you through the night.
Unselfishly offer your warmth.

When you finally paint the numbers...
Please don't connect dots.

Quite funny really...
Mirror the words.
You WILL see yourself.

Definitions depending; make the break.
Words DO NOT paint the picture.
Pictures PAINT the words.

Survive the indifference.

Rest.
Be still through the ruts and down-time.
Prep for the terms.
Endure.

Resume the lessons.
Putty the holes and cracks.
Complete.

Understand the calling.

Today;
My Mother...
Told me to quit;
Rescuing sick birds.

Your sister called.
Heard your voice.
Hung up...
Too soon.

Am my own measure; and...
Will not compete against ghosts.

These hands were for loving you.
To cradle...
To liberate.

Violins brought the death of you...
Do rest well dear.

Waiting to heal.
Caught a glimpse...
Sentenced to this cell.

A few photos pictured...
The very best of waking slumber.

Music in car.
The sentiment...
Your moments.
Here we go...

Serious passion, connection, depth, and substance...
All I ever needed.

Big King ended Little Queen...
Or; was it vice versa?

Those phrases that you spoke...
Haunt hardened.
Ingrained, interrupt, and impale... Can not fix this.

In it's own format.
Outside the box.
Great wonder.
Any mention of a Rose.
The light.

Of course; the "*****" within.

The departure of your mouth left me missing your smile.
There is little passion or sunshine in the absence.
My ears do rest; though sweet whispers reside.

Twenty minutes fantasy.
Two hours passionate.
Either would've been everything...

Faint drafts follow...
In remembrance of tempest.
THE needed conclusion.

It's so ******' obvious now...
Everything was only about you.

Of opinion...
Vacant.
Fled fast.
Something more?
Of life...
Perceiving the question.
Advice.
Optimism and ponderence.
Hard, but humble.

Don't comprehend connotation of song?
Please sing to me never...

Need to rewrite the instructions...
Parts tend to break easy.

Be in touch later...
A short nap to refresh.
Quick teaser of what to come.
Next rounds...
Never less than.
Smile.
A lovely evening.

Waking up in her warm embrace...
Was letting you go.