Let's drive...

You.
I.

Take to coast...

Worry washed over.

River red...
Regression; returning recovery.
Right; revealing respect.
Response...
Recouped.

Tease & gimmick. TOD: twelve long hours.
Breakfast beer in hand. 12 FL OZ. Not enough...
What mess. Stupid. Sorries are nothing.
They roll heartless.
T'was her with the head injury; him in the coma.
Foolish as always been.
What measure.
A few moments...
Stupid & selfish with crap intention.
Other fella unaccounted for.
Before her, less than...
No more.
Not pattern.
Not today.
Not time.
Nihilation.

Never should you have wanted.
Never should you of had.
Sooner should you dismiss.

Poor you. Take the hurt.

Really...
I should Thank You.
For...
All the lessons provided.

Miles apart;
We were one.
Neighboring;
Reduced us to none.

The never-ending chore...
Missing the company upon cold nights.

Furnace.
Flamed hot.
Skin on skin.
To be burned beautifully...

Warning with whispers.
Telling. Trembling. Tracers.
.
.
.
Shelling...
.
.
.
Surrender.

War is hell.
Nasty nights.
Dangerous days.
Wounded...
Almond eyes.

Remember tears in your eyes I wiped...
What about mine.

Your empty vows...
Worst promises ever known to my ears.

****** with my life.
More than I ****** with yours...

Parade.
Lack of rain.
Bonds strengthen. Open. Exchanges...
A tale.
Collection exclusive.
Today we strive.
Hold my hand.
Dismiss the deep.

It's funny...

No longer need a moment.

With your songs.

Wish to hell...
I didn't memorize.
In softest of light.

One click...
Folder delete.

Photos, emails, history...
You.

Not ready.

Revisited the crime scene today...
Not for me I guess?

Really tried to carry your unhappiness...
My back was out.

Hang my head.
Moments of silence...
The screams. Your voice. My name.
The company. It is you.
Sat and slept side by side.
So many miles.
Days uncertain...
Thought I smelled you in the sheets.
Found a lavender wrinkle thingy in the blankets.

Do you still dream in color?
Hopes of bright imagery?

Every message; always conveyed something.
You gave your time...
Did you use it wisely?

Was more than a quota...

Do you have less stress?
Is there more meaning or memory?

Life is serious.
Forget wading; swim.
Could we be in person?

Mercy in my melody...
Strumming significance.

First walk...
In tune.

Tried too long...
To forget your name.
Cunning.
Cutthroat...
BANE.

Cheer up doll.
All have hard histories.
Be free from worry.
There is more to have.
Will give my everything to give you anything.
Ask...
It's mine to own; mine to offer.
We walk side by side. Nor step out of sync.
Those good guys from the movies...
We are here waiting.
Chance it.
Let me protect and shelter you from cruelties of the world.
Dance with me.
You'll have your balance.
A sound sanctuary.
Treat me the best you know...
I'll never be cold.
Please.
Let my arms blanket you through the night.
Unselfishly offer your warmth.

Respectfully;
Once your bed...
Never for; or with,
Another individual.

Definitions depending; make the break.
Words DO NOT paint the picture.
Pictures PAINT the words.

Survive the indifference.

Rest.
Be still through the ruts and down-time.
Prep for the terms.
Endure.

Resume the lessons.
Putty the holes and cracks.
Complete.

Understand the calling.

Never called you a *****...
Wore your own label.
And?

Yellow diamonds burst across the stage...
Repetition and pattern.
Better.
Splendor.

I almost wonder...
Why we met.
Lesson; to not repeat.

Finally...
Found a place.
With no...
Tainted memories of you.

Am my own measure; and...
Will not compete against ghosts.

Those phrases that you spoke...
Haunt hardened.
Ingrained, interrupt, and impale... Can not fix this.

In it's own format.
Outside the box.
Great wonder.
Any mention of a Rose.
The light.

Of course; the "*****" within.

The departure of your mouth left me missing your smile.
There is little passion or sunshine in the absence.
My ears do rest; though sweet whispers reside.

Every time you cry...
My soul aches; and heart hurts.

Be in touch later...
A short nap to refresh.
Quick teaser of what to come.
Next rounds...
Never less than.
Smile.
A lovely evening.

Don't comprehend connotation of song?
Please sing to me never...

Waiting to heal.
Caught a glimpse...
Sentenced to this cell.

I was lost as well...
We were always finding found.

When you finally paint the numbers...
Please don't connect dots.

Quite funny really...
Mirror the words.
You WILL see yourself.

True Tone...
Hue of honesty.

Do you remember the changes;
The experience that may of altered time of life.

The mention of crashing relationships...
You were too sweet. How did they not like you?

You could not know me;
Let alone save me.

With a firm fist... (Left arm of course, you slammed the gavel.)
You judged. You executed.

The health and well being of my spirit;
completely separate from all actual medical ailments.

You kept to your timeline... Didn't care for my respect.
I'd still think about meeting you in person. Even on this day.

Of opinion...
Vacant.
Fled fast.
Something more?
Of life...
Perceiving the question.
Advice.
Optimism and ponderence.
Hard, but humble.

Three glass down. One strong to sip.
Confessions by lightening. Gentle kiss.
Apologies times thousand. Open stare.
Family invitation to cover. The unit. Measured... Expected.
Trial by blanket. Results regarding promise.
By flush... Distance. Words.
Into the comfort. Strange new.
Here before. Missing tomorrow.
Excused. Celebration by day.
A spirit real. Which of two suggest. In company or which of print.
Promises. Lies. Games. Retreat. Stands with weak back. Broken heart. Busted knees.
Collapse. Medication weak. New dawn. Gifts exchanged.
Drifting lips. Delivery. ****.

Violins brought the death of you...
Do rest well dear.

Today;
My Mother...
Told me to quit;
Rescuing sick birds.

Your sister called.
Heard your voice.
Hung up...
Too soon.

A few photos pictured...
The very best of waking slumber.

Big King ended Little Queen...
Or; was it vice versa?

These hands were for loving you.
To cradle...
To liberate.

Faint drafts follow...
In remembrance of tempest.
THE needed conclusion.

Twenty minutes fantasy.
Two hours passionate.
Either would've been everything...

We should've had an epic ending...
What the hell happened?

Need to rewrite the instructions...
Parts tend to break easy.