Music in car.
The sentiment...
Your moments.
Here we go...

It seems...
That all your beauty;
Ended with your face.

An ad in the paper...
A sigh.
Festival; without you.

It's so ******' obvious now...
Everything was only about you.

Why the gift?
After all passed...
To cut my wrists?

Was delivered as promised...
(Even more.)
You changed your address.

Waking up in her warm embrace...
Was letting you go.

Serious passion, connection, depth, and substance...
All I ever needed.

My funeral.
Death of me.
Nobody there...
I'll smile;
Alone.

My angry words were too much?
Could have used additional...

What will you take to the grave?
False conviction justified.

Committed faith in true...
Would've always been good to you.

At every new dawn...
You made me doubt my worth.

To think I thought...
The solution was in-between sheets.

Training wheels came off...
After.
Experiencing a truly ****** ride.

The saddest part...
The surface was never even considered scratched.

Though your eyes were usually vacant...
Those windows can wash.

I TAKE YOU AS YOU ARE.

Wish that was the case...
Who was I?
What was I not?

(until the end)

Substitute; a stand-in...
Will you come clean?
Can you tolerate the truth?

(no option, but to defend)

Certainly; it didn't start of mal...
Did you find it?
Get what you need?

(you broke me well; at this point, assumed trend)

TOOK YOU THIS FAR.

Plain and simple.
My heart was always bigger than yours.

Every "red flag" was there...
Chose to press on instead.

It's a shame...
You never saw the best in me.

Twice she wrote.
Too much. Too late.
I wanted more.

Took you so long to find me...
You never tried.

Took me so long to find you...
Gave you all.

In my last breath...
May stop to think of you.

In all the hours we talked...
What was actually said?

Never too busy for you.
Birthday plans?
Please come to me... Unknown.
Want you in a cake, as you are the perfect surprise.
Would've loved to feed you. Cherished the opportunity...
It passed.
In the end; you were sweeter and tasted better than any cake ever consumed.

"Feelings" is the wrong word choice...
Awareness roots my being.

No apologies intended...
Did only say, "I don't hate you".

Trust...

Been awhile.
Since I could be something;
To someone.

Enjoy the appreciation.

How could I not love you?
Way too easy; actually...

... But...

Scars.
Tears.
Cuts and bruises.

The healing.
The emotional.
The damage.

Bank on bliss.
Take a lil' time.
Wait for it.

Passion.
Kindness.
Love.

... Delivers...

Sleepless dark.
Truth to ears. Sad songs. A million before. One goes.
Arm open. Jitter. Repressed. Fraudulent conviction.
Story rolls on and on and on. No answer. Past.
Measure not. He knows. Vegas calls. Home before death...
Hug can not save the break. Soiled. A glance. Soon; too soon.
Wander. Lone. Morning claws. Hours short. A face to see. Well forget.
Broad ache. Pain pills three can not take. Call to make. End. End. End.
Heavy breaths. End. End. End. Care can not be. Tossed. Broken. Picture.
Incomplete man. A roar... A pur. Joke of none laughing.

And so you go again... Yourself.
Poison.
Spite.
Cruelness. Presumed Power.
Take and take and take and take once more.
Know better...
Trashed as the stank kept.
Disgust.
Which doesn't sink.
Stupid. You ****** up.
The choice is clear.
It chose; consumed, spit you to dirt.
Oh so crafty...
Less than standard.
A riddle for the ages...
Dire, desperate, needing to be fulfilled.
You want to play teacher. You want your hair pulled.
You don't know abuse...
Nothing taught me to stand the very thought of you.
I try. I give. You take. You devour.
I surrender to the suffering.
Tell me again your worth.
Less than my two cents.