As I lay here
Restless and thinking
I think about school,homework, and my family


But every once in a while
I can't help it


I go back to when you loved me
Or said you did at least
And I wonder


Wonder what we could be
What we could do
I wonder why you did this to me


Was it a goal?
A hope?
A dream?


You say it wasn't me
But I know that's not true


You lost interest
You loved another girl
I was a distraction
I was in the way


So you fixed that
And sometimes while I lay thinking,
I can't help but to think what we could be


Now this is me Signing off with. Goodbye and sweet dreams

I wasted my love
I wasted my kisses
You told me you wanted relentless

That's no longer an option
Ill tell you a secret
Yes you hurt me
But I'm not sad

You won't change
I'm not yours
You caused me pain but, NO MORE
I'm not for you
So leave me be
You won't see me cry

You lied
and pushed me aside  
So goodbye to the boy
I once loved with pride.

You think he's what makes the sun shine, but darling
He's not
He's what makes your eyes tear
And your cuts bleed.
He's the thoughts in your head that ripped you apart
And,my God
I know you love him
But he's killing you

We say we're okay
That's what we just say
So don't believe me when I say
Those 4 letters because I'm lieing

I'm not fine
I probably don't eat
I cry every night
It's probably not my fault

I'm sure you won't mind it when I'm gone,
But you'll know it's not right
When I'm not there for you to torture

I'll miss this life
Time will go ...
On...
And on...
So fairwell my friends
I'm sorry for this but I'm already gone

Your jeans are grey
Your shirt is black
Your hair is long
Blue intact

Your nails are dark
Your shoes are to
There is nothing about you that's not true,

So what does society do?
They turn away and don't come back for you.