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ringyorm Dec 2013
This pen is falling apart,
as my life is,
like ashes in the wind,
I hope to be turned back into,
the Earth again,
dirt, worms, and rocks
mean more to this world,
than my existence.
This pen is falling apart,
as am I
ringyorm Dec 2013
Gazing at me like he knows,
he could never love me

He says not now, not now
but he means not ever, not ever
I’ll wait forever,
for something,
that will never happen
I want to be enveloped,
in your arms
suspended in midair
a plummet into,
what I was avoiding
reality is frost bitten pavement,
for an instant,
my raw heart stops beating,
this pavements cold,
could I make myself a home
6 feet beneath

I do not belong
where my heart says I should be,
Alone I stand
there’s a bus headed nowhere
I hop on

She’s on her knees,
praying to the pavement.
I don’t wave,
I don’t look back.
that girl isn’t worth it.
ringyorm Dec 2013
My indepth expression
is suppressed,
drugs posses,
my emotional memory
ringyorm Dec 2013
Venus fly trap,
chomp, chomp, chomp,
putrid pink stink,
melting mind,
left behind,
to warp into
a snake
eating its tail
ringyorm Nov 2013
We bleed red rainbows,
for disbelief in the system of destroying ourselves
Delving out raw humor,
emotions into the void of unavoidance.
I was lost in a trance,
watching the fractals explode of the mirror,
of the reality we fight,
for no reason but to make sense of
the pentagram ***** staining my jacket|
with a memory.
I try to sweep that bittersweet memory,
off the foot of my bed,
to shed my cocoon of self loathing,
to become a mechanical butterflying by
the space time continuum,
of unconscious breath,
fogging the mirror,
watching yourself,
a fly on the wall whispered a secret,
rusting wings need
oil on the rig
before the dab hits the nail,
inhale,
that memory before you hit the ground

— The End —