are crumbled thoughts
and lifeless eyes
with no escape in sight
I say goodbye

here i am
taking one step at a time
not knowing
each one is the wrong one
but isn't that how we grow?
with feelings that resemble
smudged mascara
and thoughts that feel like
a car accident

got tired of this world
so i made my own
with these black stars
and shallow scars

head's hurting
mind's numbing
heart's pounding
I'm still awake?
Why?
I thought i died
died and went to
someplace different
someplace where
the light is whiter
and my eyes glow brighter
someplace where
I don't have to sin
to fit in

broken promises
shattered hearts
god's angels
with the satan's cards
masks of shame
stolen happiness
scared souls
and burned out cigars
the sad smiles
the empty laughs

yes indeed
all is well
in the world where we are
yes indeed
all is true
and we love who we are