Unrequited Love.
Alienation.
Wrath.

Get out.. just get out of my head.

Past Heartbreaks.
Homelessness.
Abuse...

Why do you have to keep reminding me?

Tears.
Cuts.
Yelling.

I know I'm just a ******* failure just stop reminding me!!

Ignorance.
Death.
Love.

My heads going to explode from this maelstrom of memories..

Jealousy.
Fear.
Loss.

Everything wrong... Every mistake...

How is there a future for me... if I shouldn't even exist now?

I just want to forget it all...

Blissful Ignorance.

Amnesia...

Better yet....,

Just let it all end.

Who is this
I'm seeing in the mirror?
You aren't me.
Stop.
Stay out of my head.
I don't want this.
Leave me alone!
I HATE YOU.
Get out.
Leave me alone.
...
Like everyone else.

I sit, clutching my arms,
The warmth of them feel alien to these cold hands.
My breath crystallizes in the crisp morning air.
I'm feeling cold, not from weather.
My insides freezing over.
So long have i felt another's touch....
I tell myself someone has to
Love me.
But do they?
....I feel even colder now......

I kneel on the floor
Arms crossed over my chest
Clutching my shoulders
Grasping for some sense
Of reality.

I'm screaming
Screaming as loud as i can
But there's no sound
No-one hears me
I cant utter a word..
Ill just stay chained
Like an obedient dog.
But my bloods boiling
Hands shaking
World turning red
They all hurt me
All pity me but do NOTHING!
I'm just a sickly person
Someone to avoid
WELL *******!!
I'm a human being
I deserve love...
Don't i?
Or is this penance
For some sin?

I lay on the floor.
Clutching my knees to my chest
The floor is soaked with tears
i stand up and realize
No one cares.
I'll just occupy space
Until someone needs me
Don't take forever
I may not work very long

I loved those days.
When I'd slide over to you
And move so our eyes were level.
You always thought
I was trying to kiss you
I was just trying to look at you
To show
how much i loved you
No matter how unrequited
And all your excuse.
I still believe
still hope
That you'll love me someday too.