I lay, staring at the ceiling
A million thoughts
running through my head
What will tomorrow bring?
Sweet memories?
Or
Maybe something else...
I have to keep pressing on.
There is a light
at the end of my tunnel.
I'll reach it someday.
'Til then,
Ill rest easy.
And forget my troubles tonight.

Ive been to hell and back
Seen things i should never see
Felt flames lick my soul
Now I'll never be free.

Then you came along.
Like a beacon of light
Something to strive for
My hearts taken flight.

If my wings shall be clipped
Ill fall, keep falling then,
Curse my life
To never love again...

They say i have no soul
They were wrong
Its just hiding
Away from your vision
In the shadow it shines
Bright Eigengrau
In everlasting darkness.