Reilly Nicole

Reilly Nicole Dec 2013

Don't Go

I'm always so scared
That I'm gonna say or do something
That's gonna **** everything up
And cause you to stop liking me
And I can't handle that
Because you're my everything
I can't live without you
Please don't leave me
I love you

Reilly Nicole Dec 2013

Shooting Star

I wanna lay in the grass with you
In some nearby park
And watch the stars twinkle overhead
And when a shooting star streaks across the sky
I won't make a wish
Because you're everything I've always wanted

Reilly Nicole Dec 2013

Lucky

You know when people say
"You only get lucky once"
That's totally okay with me
Because I don't need to get lucky again
I already have you

Reilly Nicole Dec 2013

Control

I know things **** now
But if you would stop trying
To ******* control me
Everything will get better

Reilly Nicole Dec 2013

Skin Marks

With each deep mark
I make on my skin
You said that it kills you
On the inside

Well, honey
My insides died along time ago
And that's why the marks
No longer cause me sorrow

Though I don't like seeing
The way your eyes dim
When I tell you that the tally marks
Have increased in quantity

So maybe I'll stop
So I don't cause you pain
Or maybe I'll hide it from you
Like the way I do with everyone else

Reilly Nicole Dec 2013

Untitled

Why do you still love me
If I'm a piece of trash
Who never deserved you
To begin with

Reilly Nicole Dec 2013

Guilt Creating Words

We spoke to each other
With ecstasy dripping off our lips
I couldn't stop myself
From saying the things that just slipped out
You made me promise silence

A promise that was quickly broken
When I told my boy about it
Because the guilt was eating me alive
And he needed to be told

He said he was disappointed in me
And he has every right to be
Because it's basically as if I cheated on him
Using words instead of actions

But even after this incident
We're closer than ever before
And I don't know how that could be
But I've never been more guilty yet grateful in my life