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redspace Jan 2014
Love can mend
Love can peel at the very corners of your eyes and bury its way in
Into your brain being mind and heart
Love can cradle and hold and nourish and feed
Love can hide away and feel safe
Love can breathe
But love is not always a familiar face
Not always a sparkle in her eye
Or a tune in his voice
Love can fall
Love can break
Love can suffer and bleed and scratch it's way back out through your ducts while you wonder why your tears are burning
Love can make you feel smaller than the gravel under your feet and more insignificant than a seal that's been broken for the prize
Love can literally rip you limb from limb and make you feel like you cannot bear the thought of getting out of bed
Love can deflate and berate eradicate obliterate...
incinerate
Love burns
But it burns so good
You come out alive
Love can make you learn what it's like to be vulnerable
Love can make friendly faces feel like home where your tears won't fall but be puddled in their favorite shirt
Love can make thrive and lift you back up
Love can see through lies but only after it's been lied to
Love can feel safe and warm again once it's been left in the cold
Love can be real after seeming so empty and meaningless and a waste
Love can make you bleed
But you'll never be able to leave her
You only keep pining for more because she's beautiful
You wanna hold her again because some nights she did lay still
You need her back because it made you feel real even though you at one time felt nothing at all
You hate her but only because you love her
Love can grow
Love can expand
Love is in a car with good music
Love is in a bed with warm bodies to feel
Love is a conversation that makes you cry
Love is a meal that makes you feel full
Love is everywhere
And she is kind to you
You can't find her in those that don't feel her
You feel betrayed because love won't love you back
Love is not everyone
But love is not just another heart attack.
redspace Jan 2014
Life!
It's beautiful.
We all stand like trees in nature.

Each one unique and of it's own color.
Some waning with the seasons in and out of golds and red,
others hanging onto that green all year round.
We've got the notches in our legs and arms and faces and torsos,
the years of experience we've grown up and out with.
We share this sadness around one another.
Some are very old and some are dead.
Some are thick and ornery and proud.
Some skinny, some sickly, some... so-so's.
But if all we see are trees, we're going to miss this.

Because rhyming is out of order,
just notes that belong on borders,
of pages I'll never send,
in books, made from paper, made from trees.. I'll never mend.

But life!
It's unusual.
These trees.
We grow and build and climb towards the sky.
And aren't we all working towards the same goal?
We get stronger, we root deeper, we stand up despite the elements,
and we live no matter what.
And we love... each other.
We share the same soil and the same birds and the same woods in the same place.
But some trees can't grow that high and see those sights.
Some don't like that song in the air that's swirling around.
We share the breeze, but we can still tune it out.
Some can't bear those broken branches and falling leaves and fading colors.
So we end up caught in the rain where we won't touch you,
or the fog where we can't see you,
or the winter where we can't hear you or feel you or want you...

But once the storm calms,
we're still right there next to one another.
Our leaves will remind us that we like to speak,
and we will.
We'll laugh and scream and play with fresh blooms,
and a higher reach,
and that sweet, sweet sway.

Because.. love.
It's got to be mutual.
We're all like trees, and I'd rather be in a forest with you,
than standing alone for display.
Trees don't stop growing.
Friends do not just go away.
redspace Jan 2014
Why is it that every time I try and write,
only love arrives?
The kind of love that makes me miss you
and wish we were still together if I hadn't ****** up.
You were the only one that ever made me giddy, and the only one who gave me butterflies.

The kind of love that makes me hate you
for all the horrible, wretched things you did to me.
You were the only one that was so toxic with substance, that I was getting high off of your manipulation.

The kind of love that makes me realize
I should have never kissed you, or your brother.
You two were the only ones who I called best friends, worst flings, and the smartest twins I know.

The kind of love that still makes me nervous
when you speak or cross a room.
You were the only girl I ever fell for, and you made me feel empowered, yet so small.

The kind of love that makes me hate you...
You were the only one I truly regret, and I'm not sorry you're gone.

The kind of love I haven't even experienced yet,
                                                                              but those lips gave me electricity, and I haven't stopped burning through my own mind yet, and I don't believe I will until I can meet them again.
redspace Dec 2013
Take me away to your strange universe
You and I can always traverse
Where color and light are more like touch and sound
Senses mingle from the sky to the ground
We don't know what we're really seeing or feeling anymore
And I miss you when you're gone

I wander through checkerboard fields and seas of blue
When I'm searching for you
Only to realize it's your flannel and jeans
My fingers trace the seams.

Then I notice that the clothes aren't real
There's really nothing there for me to feel
My eyes flutter open, leaving me hopin'
That I'll fall back asleep and wake with you in my dreams
Because I really miss you when you're gone.
redspace Dec 2013
I want so badly to tell you just how much I want to love you
I already do, but that word is scary to some
I love you like a strong presence in my life
I love you like the sound you make when you yawn
I love you with the way your hair falls
and how radiant your smile is
and how fragile your frame is

I appreciate you so much, that I guess the love can wait.
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