how do we
reach
nothingness
when the "I" still exists.

i realise, its because i put too much importance on myself

if i truly understood the reality of my existence - nothingness, entire dependence to Him

then there is no need to be upset
no need to feel so down or betrayed or frustrated...
things come and go
He knows best...

Jauh,
itulah perkataan yang paling menyakitkan hatiku.

I've never fallen in love
... forgive me,
I don't understand.

"Lord, open up my faults, my shortcomings to me... so that i may change to be better... Lord, forbid me to find faults in others... Lord, allow me to never hurt any of Your creation, let me never cause anyone harm again... ...."

you will still be in my prayers.