I WANT TO BE A ROCK
ROLLED OFF
THE EDGE
OF A CLIFF

its hard to be human

seemingly loyal,
there's no room for betrayal.
acquainted ones won't harm
and there's those with charm
- but here lies the danger
when words become your stranger

O Love, O pure deep Love, be here, be now,
Be all – worlds dissolve into your
       stainless endless radiance,
Frail living leaves burn with your brighter
        than cold stares –
Make me your servant, your breath, your core.

i hate that shadow of myself that secretly wants to be superior over all others its completely dumb and highly pretentious

utterly disgusting.