I'm so different then i was back then,
  I know you changed so much too.

But while you seem scared of me,
  I long to learn more about you.

I wish there was no you and me,
I wish it was us, to put it simply.

It was my fault without a doubt,
Even while you were quiet, I would scream and shout.

While we are quiet different you and I,
I never wanted to make you cry.

I feel so small for the things I said,
  These things are constantly running through my head.

While you were strong, I was weak,
  I moved on, loved another, and you couldn't sleep.

You have every reason to still be mad,
  There is nothing, that makes me more sad.

For I love you, and you did love me,
  For reasons I could never see.

Our lives have changed so much,
  I really tried to keep it touch.

The one I loved, and trusted so,
Couldn't ever let it go.

While it's my fault ultimately,
  Blinded, I couldn't see the forest through the trees.

Now I can see, and you don't care,
I will not quit trying to repair.

A friendship a love so important to me,
Your face, i still see in my dreams.