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Ranger May 2014
What is worth fighting for
Is there any thing any more
Why does my head say stop
My body so cold, ready drop
The heart saying don't quit
Broken to the end of my wit
What keeps me trying
Then why am I not dieing
My life hangs on a few words?
Before my heart split in to thirds
Crumbling and fading in to the night
Then picked me up, gave my soul flight
The pain I was in, feeling unwanted
My memories leaving me haunted
I cry out needing to feel
My hands shake as if it was real
I gave every thing I had to give
And wanted so badly for this dream to live
I feel deaths head reaching out of the cold
He grips me tight and will not loosen his hold
Then you spoke and I recall
The reason I did first fall
I need to know
I want you to show
It kills me you hide your heart
I grow stronger from it, from the start
"hold me" is that what she said
I am needed, I am not yet dead
I have a little more brave
No, not be deaths slave
Those simple words is all it will take
To hold me together so I wont break
Ranger Feb 2015
I can't forget
but what really hurts is
Feeling like I am
forgotten
Ranger May 2014
Have you ever had a problem you could not answer?
It grows in my mind like a cancer

Have you ever see some one whos heart was in pain?
I would do any thing to break that chain

Is there really nothing I can do?
I know, all I can do is be here for you.
Ranger Jun 2015
I think I have backed my self in to a corner. I'm not normal. I am not right. I am an outsider. I am alone. My world has crumbled. The things I love are lost. Or maybe like smoke and mirrors where never real. I can't see any more through these rose tinted glasses. But taking them off. I am the dream. I am the the one who fades. In the corner.  I am the dream that dies. And this is how the story of me ends.
Ranger May 2014
When foxes run wild, chaos races free
Ranger Jun 2014
When the *** is to rough

When the passion is to great

When we don't hold back

When your flesh is marked with my nails

When your body suffers from the struggles

When your skin in mard from teeth and nails

When you lay there

Sore

tired

Broken

In pain

I will kiss you

Ever inch

And whisper

You where wonderful

My mate
Ranger Apr 2014
When it's to much

Standing
Broken
Waiting
Watching
Wishing
Preying
Hoping
Crumbling
Needing

A whisper from the dark

Fight
Carry on
Rise
Believe
Trust
Feel
Remember
Know
Endure

You will see
Ranger Apr 2014
Why can't I hate
It would make things easy
It would cover the pain

I wish I could
I feel like I am broken
I am told it's ok

I wish I could hate
I need to hate
I deserve to

But I try
But I can't
But I won't

I could never hate
I could never wish ill
I could never want you to hurt

Why.. Can't I...

Do you know?
Ranger Apr 2014
Why do I miss you so much.
Why do I miss your smile
Why do I miss your grin
Why do I miss being next to you

Why do I miss you so much
I miss you being in the room
I miss the words we once spoke
I miss the sight of your eyes glowing with hope

Why do I miss you so much
I am scared to loose you again
I am scared you will run again
I am scared you will not be there when I need you

Why do I miss you so much
You're so sweet
You're so loving
You're so good deep down

Why do I miss you so much
Because you're perfect
Because you're pure
Because you're you

That's why I miss you so much
Ranger May 2014
I feel it.
Pressing under my skin.
No one sees.
No one knows.

Like blades.
Slowly inching upwerds.
The pain.
The pleasure.

I know what they are.
I felt this before.
The ripping.
The tingling.

Why now?
Where every one can see?
It does not matter.
It can't be seen by them?

Like a **** from the earth
Like a glowing light
There coming
There here

No one can see
No one can know
My aura
My wings
Ranger May 2014
I obey one
I ignore all others
I will fight until called off
I strike on command
I will show my fangs and I do not care
I love unconditionally even if it will hurt me
I trust and even if it makes me weak
I do not want or need but of the simplest things
I know what I am
I am wolf
I am proud to be
Ranger Sep 2015
How do I pamper the one I love.
Singing my heart to her.
How do I tell her how my heart cry for her touch.
Her embrace.
No.
Like a wolf does cry to the moon.
Who's sorrow matched only by his passion
This is how his wolf sings.
This is how his heart does cry.
Three words.
So innocent
So pure
I love you
Feeling like I wanna share a little tonight
Ranger Apr 2014
Not exactly human
A shadow
Not a man
A beast
The son of kings
The spawn of witch's

An animal, a wolf
With the will that is noble
And the power to live after death
A wisdom to know when to fight
And a soul not afraid of death
But the grace to know how to live

Two worlds
One body
One mind
One will
One heart
One soul

He can not be bought
He can not be made to fear
He will not be bullied
He can not be broken
He can not be bribed
He will never be caged

The wolf king
In the shadows
Knowing what he wants
Knowing what its worth
Knowing he is strong enough
Knowing his war maybe long but worth it
Ranger Dec 2014
Wonderfully wrong
Have I lived my life
Wonderfully wrong
On the edge of a knife
Wonderfully wrong
It was so broken
Wonderfully Wrong
Until I had that token
Wonderfully wrong
It made sense
Wonderfully wrong
On the other side of the fence
Wonderfully wrong
It made me smiles
Wonderfully wrong
The thousands of miles
Wonderfully wrong

Was never so Right
Ranger May 2014
Let me feel it
Your hate
Your distain
Your contempt

It feels good
I want it
I need it
I crave it

I see the knife in your hand. I don't care
I pull you close
I put my arms around you
I hold you

Press it in to my heart
Slide it in deep
Then look in my eyes
Let me smile down at you

You can not hurt me
I am strong then that
I will not die
I will fight

You did not destroy me
You did not **** me
I am still here
I still love you

I would say with my last breath

I will always love you
Ranger Apr 2014
Why do I care
Why do I try
Why do I want to

Then I remember

You cant they say
You won't they say
You will die

I have herd this all my life

He's not strong enough
He's not smart enough
He's not good enough

And yet here I am,

Defying you
Standing in front of you
Telling you I can

The world has spent a life time telling me I can't.. I won't.
I have spent a life time proving it wrong

If I listened I would not be able to walk, to talk, read or write

I never gave up.
I never let them win
Ranger May 2014
I am a Demon
I am not an inner Demon
I cut you in ways no one can see
I live in the dark, banished

I am your Demon
Once your knight, now fallen
I fight for you if called, But feared for what I will do
I can not help my blade

My sword pointed at your heart
I silently scream as it cuts in you you
I wear these chains
I wear this broken crown

Your Demon
Your forgotten
Larking quietly waiting to be called
Wishing I could be alive again

I fell for you
I am here
In spirit
In death

I watch over you
Hiding my face and form
Knowing it hurts
I don't want you to die

Keep fighting my Queen
Pick up my sword and shield
Pick up your self
And never forget how special you are

— The End —