The fire roared, I quiver my chin
As I sat there and cried when my mother ran in
To save the life of my dear little brother
He came out safely... but what about mother

When Jason was born, my father left
Later on he was arrested for violence and theft
At the hospital Jason and I yelled out
Where is our mother, we cried a shout

Than the police man told us the terrible truth
How we had to go to a place filled with youth
It had babies, toddlers, tweens, and teens
But what about my mommy... what did the police man mean

Years later I sat in a hard wooden chair
Facing a couple with blue eyes and blond hair
I won't go with them, they won't tear me apart from my brother
They won't tear me apart from my mother

I sat on a window seal
No one will ever understand the sadness I feel
No one... tears escaped from my eyes
As I sat and watched the years pass by

Why is my life so worthless
As it takes away people that I will miss
Why do I feel like crap
As I face the basic fact

That how I can't reverse the time
How I can't take control of the life which is mine
All I want is my brother back
All I want is my mother back

Your grass green eyes are brighter than any stars in the midnight sky
I know that your dark red lips never tell a lie
As I imagine to run my fingers through your smooth black hair
Seeing you with that other girl, I could never bare

Your beautiful tan skin looks warm under the light
Your pure white smile is just as bright
Oh how I wish we weren't closer than friends
So that I can be held tightly in your arms til the end

You tell me everything, as I do the same with you
When I hear your perfect laughter, oh how I wish you only knew
Butterflies that hide in my stomach flutter when ever your around
You make feel dizzy, secretly my heart drops to the ground

I cry myself to sleep every single night
Wishing you were here to come and turn on the light
Your all I ever wanted, but the truth is just so sad
That your something, I can never ever have

Your the petals to my ruby red rose
The flowers to my lovely meadow
Your surfer to my sea blue ocean waves
The sand castle on my lovey beach sand
Your the words to my mushy love song
The story to my detailed novel
Your the keys to my beautiful piano
The notes to my own creativity
Your the trees to my dark mysterious forest
The dirt in my dry hot desert
Your my cell phone in my class
The Peanut butter to my PB and J
Your my  beating heart
Which i can not live with out
You are my love
You are my life
You are my everything

He's my dream come true
If only he knew
On my cold winter day
He's my month of may
If only I had the guts
If only I had the strength to speak up
But what if i confess
And everything would become a mess
I don't want to change this friendship between us
I don't want to ruin our friendly trust
My love for him, is something he'll never know
Dang It! I'm sick of this friend zone

Everyone here, seems so quiet
But inside hiding, there's always a riot
Waiting to come out and to burst in flame
But always kept tame
Some people just hide it in
While others with pride lift up their chin
In this room, filled with relief and stress
Some students slacking, as others do their best
The teacher walks in, shoulders start to tense
In this classroom.... there's nothing but silence

Tell me why
You left with out even saying goodbye
Tell me why
You broke my heart and made me cry
Tell me why
You said that I was the only girl you would ever love... but there were more
Tell my why
You went and left my heart a tore
Tell me why
You acted like you cared
Tell me why
The first time we kissed, you weren't even there
Tell me why
You held me, you loved me, and then left me dead and ripped out my heart, and smashed it on the ground
Tell me why
You bonded with my family and when I asked you said it was all for you
Tell me why
You kissed my best friend with no hesitation
Tell me why
I was just a piece in your stupid little game
Tell me why
I wasted all my freaking tears on a **** like you  
Tell me why
You left me alone, you left empty hearted
Tell me why
I spent endless nights thinking that you would ever come back
Tell me why
Why you used me, making me love you
Tell me why
You brushed your finger tips against my lips countless of times with no feelings
Tell me why
You were my life, but i wasn't yours
Tell me why....
You were a lie

No matter how life seems tough
Don't Give Up
Even when times seem rough
Don't Give Up
When it seems that you had enough
Don't Give Up
Remember that there's always prizes waiting
For the winners to finish their goal
Don't Give Up
Remember that you need to ride that bike up that tall tall hill
To see that breath taking view
Don't Give Up
No matter how hard people tease
No matter how much people taunt
Just keep on pushing forward
And Never Ever Give Up

I know that we fight every night
And sometimes you don't acted very bright
But I want to fix this, like it was before
I don't want to do this anymore

I know what your trying to do
Trying to make me your number two
But let's just forget all these problems we made
And let all the bad things we say just fade

Just let me turn in the light
Love me with all your might
Love me as I love you down to the core
Just like you did before

Don't let me go, hold on to me tight
As our days fade into night
Let's fix this problem together
In your arms always and forever

I'll climb every mountain, that's high
I'll swim across every ocean, with no deny
I'll survive the fall of the rocks, that are sharp
But nothing, will tear these feelings for you apart

I'll run across, the meadows wide
I'll climb every tree, that's high
And nothing will ever  hide
For what I feel inside

Your family can hate me all they want
But we can ignore their annoying taunts
Even til' death do us part
You will always have a special place in my heart

I have to write, it's my addiction
I can't stop myself, with writing my fiction
It helps me feel a different way
As if all my mistakes have gone away

I can't stop myself, I love it to much
It makes me feel wanted, it makes me feel in touch
I just love to use my imagination
It makes me feel, as if I'm on vacation

Writings who I am
Without it i would feel ******
It's not really science fiction
I can't solve this addiction

Poetry, lyrics, stories and more
I love down to the core
It lets my mind fly, my spirit soar
Take it way, you leave my heart a tore

I will never stop
I will never let it drop
I will always love my fiction
Writing's my addiction

Why does life
Destroy all the good
But leave all the bad
Why

Why does life
Take away the people that have meaning in this world
But leave all the ****** bags
Why

Why does life
Put so much darkness in the world
That you can barely see the light
Why

Life is a game
That only the lucky can win
Life isn't supposed to be easy
So we need to be strong

We need to show life
That we're just pieces in it's game
Yes, we will play but still lose
But this time, we won't give in

They all laugh and point
Because of my second joint
Or cause I'm not at all tall
But it doesn't matter, cause I will not fall

I don't care about my size
Or even everybody's stupid lies
They all will holler and call
But I will not fall

I might have a few friends
But their true and to the end
Bad will not conquer all
I will not fall

I will not disappoint the ones I love
I will pay my attention to the stars above
I will not fall
I will stand tall

I was born unafraid
Because right by my loving mother i laid
Tears of joy, cry's of cheer
I knew i had no reason to fear

Months later I learned to walk
Then I learned to talk
I fell, I fell hard to the ground
I just got back up, and again, walked around

Years later, came my first day of school
My ADHD made me look like a fool
But I still made some friends
We had the same style, same ideas, same trend

5th grade came and left in a dash
8th grade came by and left just as fast
But that summer, that summer was long but short
Making memories I regret, making memories that hurt

High school came way to quick
And then was done in a flick
I made some friends and lost some too
But hey, I graduated, who knew?

Next thing I know, it was my lucky day
When I looked in the mirror, all of my depression seemed to fade
I saw myself, in my beautiful white dress
Smiling, I knew I looked my best

Seemed like the next week, I gave birth to my first
Then my second, then third, then fourth, back then time was the worst
They all grew up and left in a burst
Leaving their white haired mother, as they take their course

To fast my babies, had children of their own
Then turned into grandparents, their children leaving their homes
"Time is the enemy," I thought "With no deny."
As it just soars and fly's by

Now I'm in my death bed
My arms so thin, they could break like lead
I wasn't scared of what lied ahead
To keep the fear out, I paid attention to my loved ones instead

I know, I know I am ready
My position grows still and steady
Memories struck me like a knife
I smiled thinking, this my happiness, this is my life

Little crying child
Dry those tears, dear little friend
Become that girl, that's beautiful and wild
And let your sorrow come to end

Although the darkness has not yet gone
There's still light that hides within
Say goodbye to night and hello to dawn
And let your sorrow come to end

This week might of been a hurl
When you lost your only friend
But you can still let your hair hang down with beautiful curls
And let your sorrow come to end

Cause your not alone, I'm still here
So have your wounds finally be mend
Wipe away those crying tears
And let your sorrow come to end

So giggling child
Your tears have dried, my dearest little friend
Your so beautiful and mild
And your sorrow finally came to end

When I look into his eyes, filled with love
Which did dazzle, like our heaven above
All of the stars, at this moment aline
I get lost in space, I get lost in time
I don't know what i did, to have a kiss
With the man of my dreams, that gives me bliss

Do you dare to dream, under this midnight sky
Dream of love, dream to fly
Let your mind soar, leave your problems below
When you awake, will you let your mind glow
Will you dare to dream

When reality comes, will you let them try
To crush your dreams, tell you their just a lie
Will you stand up, and just say no
Do you dare to dream

Will you do the impossible, or just tie life's Ty
Let your spirit soar, will you let your mind go high
Will you sit down and stop, or will you get up and go
Will you prove us wrong, or will you join imagination's foe
Will you just give up, and tell your dreams goodbye
Or will you... dream to fly

Here we are as the day's passing by
As I stand here and listen to your pathetic lies
"Baby, I didn't do that, honey I swear I didn't do this"
Funny how you act like I didn't see you two kiss

You might think when I say its over
That it's a bluff, and you can play me again, well take a clue
You can get rid of your lucky clover
Because there's no way in hell, that I'll be coming back to you

Day's pass by slowly, but your still begging for forgiveness
Years pass by daily, but you I have not missed
You still haven't given up
So here's a message hopefully it's enough

Slowly living life, with no hesitating
Because with you, there is no debating
Don't even think to try to plea
Because this is the end of you and me

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Whenever i see crap in the toilet
I think of you

But there's no need to hurry
And there's no need to worry
Just let this feeling sink
Well, even if you can't think

Don't you dare even make a fess
It's not my fault
That your so freakin brainless