Venturing into the heart of insanity,
(my mind)
I fear that i will lose myself.
I hear the blood rushing in my head
(Will it ever drown me?)
As its the only sound i hear apart from myself.
Alone with my thoughts,
(Wish me well..)
Maybe this is what i want.
Insanity. Chaos. Something.

I only write at night,
Its the only time my wall goes down,
back to who I was (who I am)
I need you like water (in my lungs) ; drown me sweetly,
I can't hold you down (from your pain) choking you baby
i need air (from life's confusion)

Sometimes when I rarely sleep,
I see back to distant memories
to times where I would never weep
such hazy dreams I'd die to keep

When he holds me I'm never lonely
but my many holes I own solely  

Sometimes when we rarely drink,
I can feel our deep link
how we try hard not to think
about how I'm bound to sink