habia un balance en tu sonrisa
tu mirada calmava todo, asta las olas mas enormes
tus venas corrian largas y agiles como tu corazon
crecio en mi un amor, casi como el tullo
aprendi a reconocer un amor eterno
en tus miradas y sonrisas
encontre una razon
seguir despertando al mismo sol
uno que ya no vez mas
pero si pudieras, lo amaras tambien
tanto como me amas a mi

she fell in love
fell into a stream of promises
lost hope in the way people loved
found herself in a puddle of tears
built by those who promised nothing but love
she learned how to swim
then they invented waves
she taught herself how to ride
they still found ways to hurt her
but she must forgive
she must always forgive, for hurt people hurt people
what she didn't know was, she was hurt by only hurt people, who didn't know how to heal
so she forgave, until she couldn't do it anymore
until she couldn't do anything anymore

They all said it
Each one of them looked at me with a gentle smile and doused the words on to me
"I love you"
I wish I had a mirror to see my face as I smiled back
As my innocence took over me and believed
That so many souls could love one like me
Could they care for a lifetime?
Would they carry along everything inside of me, even what they couldn't love?
I didn't ask, but I should have
Instead I watched each one leave and toss me bits of myself as they drifted
There were even some pieces of myself I never got back
As I watched them leave I wondered how their souls were strong enough to hurt mine
But what if those got lost too
What if they hurt me because they didn't find their missing pieces
What if they thought I had them
I didn't have them, and now I have nothing

bella como la luz que me trajo al mundo
el sol que te vendecia en las mananas
me acuerdo de tus labios
cambiando y sonriendo
habia un balance en la manera que sonreias
con cada palabra crecia mas
encontre la felicidad perdida en ti
atras de tu voz
mis palabras no llegaban al nivel
tus palabras gritaban amor
desempachaba el odio
me decias te amo
y yo crei en no solo eso pero tambien en tu felicidad
en la felicidad que me traias
no solo a mi, pero a este mundo
gracias por amarme, gracias por existir

If we don’t make it, I know why
Its the way you talked about her on the day I fell in love with you
Your lips tired themselves of saying her name as I said yours
The way her face has crossed your mind as many times as you’ve crossed mine
But see, I’m wrong
You say you don’t love her and that she’s in the past
But if she was then why does the girl you love know oh so much about the one you loved two years ago
Why do I know her favorite spots and the places you’ve taken her to
Why do I know what she likes or hates 
How do I know who her friends are and who she’s been with
While I tried getting to know you, I learned so much about her
So when you say I’m crazy, its not that I imagine this, its that you’ve built a fairytale in my head, one I have no part in.

you should have told me it was going to be this hard
during prayer you should have been there
to listen and guide me
you were supposed to be there to hold my hand
when i had nobody else
i expected your warm embrace
all i wanted was a guiding hand
my prayers fell deep and you didn’t listen
i stopped visiting and talking
our communication was lost
i never found you

He tried saving me
whatever it is that I am
I'm not sure if I'm labeled unfixable
or just damaged for an amount of time
all I know is he believes in loving me
but I also know I'm too hurt to be loved
to remind myself every sunrise that I am loved
to fall asleep to the warming feeling of being loved