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Raja Smith Apr 2017
It's my birthday
And I don't care.
I sit here alone
Fighting off despair.
The one thing I wanted
I just can't ask,
For this birthday
To be my last.
Raja Smith Apr 2017
They say goodbye is the hard part,
Yet hello was too.
At least it was for me
Because it never happened to you.

You see,
When we met
I easily fell.
And ever since
I've been trapped in hell.

I love you
In too many words,
I've said it in too many rhymes,
Repeating to death ears
Half a million times.

The problem lies in you;
You see me as nothing.
I lack the courage to ask why.
I lack the strength to say goodbye.
After each failed attempt,
I sit and cry and try.

I wish I could go back
And stop it from the start
Or maybe I wish you had a heart,
Somehow you manage
To rip mine apart.

So another stupid poem
About your stupid face
I'm just another stupid girl
Just a waste of space
Raja Smith Apr 2017
I have searched high and low
But theres nothing to find,
Compared to what we have
And the feelings that bind.
You wrap an arm around me,
And I melt into you;
And yet you deny
This passion is true.
And so I sit past
Midnight's truth
Remembering the last
Days of our youth.
And there you lay,
Long hair covering your face
And I am a stranger
In this distant place.
But here I am,
Willing and pleading
And yet you deny
My heart that is bleeding.
Raja Smith Apr 2017
Hands in his,
She looked down and smiled,
"Be mine?" she asked

He ****** his hips into hers
"Already am," he smiled back.
He flipped her,
Digging his hips
Deeper into hers.

She moaned his name
And leaned in to kiss him.
A hand to her throat stopped her.

Then it slid behind her neck
And pulled her in for
The kiss she longed for.

Forever, she had waited
For this moment
For that kiss
For those words

He was *Her's
Raja Smith Apr 2017
She looked at him hopefully,
He looked down with a smile,
"Maybe it could work
For a little while
."
She tried to play it cool,
But she felt a tear;
11 years she waited
To finally hear:
Whatever made him change,
She finally had her chance,
A stupid boy,
And a long distance romance.
To him, she was weird,
To her, he was everything;
After all this time
Rewarded for her waiting.

**But the sunlight crept in,
And the truth did too.
Again she was dreaming,
As the lovestruck do.
Raja Smith Apr 2017
Sally said it best
When she sang that pretty song
A girl could try forever
And always get it wrong

"For it is never to become,
For I am not the one"


But why is it?
Brought together by fate,
And yet still
We don't "date"?

A ball of string,
A kitten with yarn;
I am your plaything
And yet you mean no harm.

It should've ended years ago
And yet I can't walk away,
I just sit and hope;
I long for the day.
One day maybe I'll be yours,
You'll ask me to stay.

Stupid Girl

That's all I'll ever be,
Wrapped around your finger,
Until you're done with me
Raja Smith Apr 2017
You should paint
And sleep
She says to herself
As she lays there
And weeps

Because he doesn't care
He never has at all

How could you be so
stupid
Why did I ever fall?

But it's too late to look back
He owns all of her heart
She's tried to love others
But it just fell apart

Now she lays there in
pieces
And stares at the page
She tries to feel something
Besides *pain
, maybe rage

Because he doesn't care
And it rips her apart
To give him everything
And completely lose her own *heart
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