Why must i create so many tears
All those eyes combined make me shiver in pain
why must they not be my tears
if i'm the one who has created them
cant they not drop from my own eyes
since its me that caused them
the sorrow and sad faces i create
no limitations too all the anger and hate
my voice is cool and calm
in till i say words
that explode like a million bombs
it shakes the soul, who loses control
for only the flesh can stand
and cry.

It’s crazy, how life turns around. How people change. No matter how drastic or tortures it was.

The phrase is true though. We have to change no matter how difficult it is. Without it, we would never grow. Never evolve.

Understanding who you are. What can I say about that? Too put it in simple terms once you found it, you’ll know. In my experience it was the most wonderful thing in the world.

Ones soul. It’s what makes you the person you are. That’s the way Jesus Christ connects with us. The reason why we feel what we feel in our daily lives. The pain, the joy, the crying and the smiling.

GOD. He’s the one and only. All the plans he has for us, we must just be strong and wait for them. The outcome we must trust in.

Life’s a journey, many say. Journey- “an act of traveling from one place to another.” I think it’s more of an Adventure. Hazardous, yet it’s fun to see what’s on the other side of the hill.

That’s why we must squeeze our SOUL. To get the best out of it, so as we lay on our death bed. I WISH WE CAN ALL SAY, BEFORE OUR LIGHT LEADS US TO THE END OF THE TUNNEL, OUR LAST BREATHE, life was a journey.

No time to share
Our thoughts and our feelings
We already have a connection
It seemed like we were destined to meet
Can you say it was meant for us to be?
Like the hero's that suddenly appear
Or the road that lead us near
No need to shed tears
I'm here
Beware of my tremendous self
Many have tried but all have failed
To trap me and call me keeps
Its all in mind
Till now all i have done was keep it inside to hide
Play as nothing was there
When in reality it was crying bursting to tare your heart
it has and now you came along

blue sky, deep in your eye
keep wondering why
birds fly high
look up, don't look away
feel the breeze
don't gaze, don't tease
because the earth breathes
life will ease
under the sun and stars
that are closer than afar

i barely got to know you
and it already ended
my thoughts made it longer than it really was
it's funny how life works
there's always a beginning and an end
depending on every situation
it seems this time
your end came a lot sooner than mine
The End

oh soul,
how can you take this toll
embarking with me through
all these sinful ways
why do you stick around
as if you see me with a crown
maybe you have too
if you cant leave
tell me and i will surely set you free
i wont let you fall to the ground
with me till there is no more sound
just give me a sign
and in time
i will grant you your final wish
to be free.

Wonderful life in a day
go threw the slides in my head
music, movies, girls, ***
a man will be a man
whats to say we don't have a conscious
all the weight is noxious
to good girls
we.re only human
in cameras like Truman
but its ok
us good guys will thrive
we will not hide
because without us
the world wouldn't spin

I'v broken so many hearts
I'v made so many tears
not of my own
this mind of mine
cant be conformed with someone
seems like ill always continue to break emotions
don't let me into your heart
distant me from the very start
say i'm not the one, let me be
or else i know myself
like a spider who wont let you free
ill cover you in light
then bring you down to darkness in a flash
forgive me to everyone iv hurt
it was not my intention
i guess its just in my nature
sorry i'm just immature

Things we don't understand
we will never understand
so why judge
if in the end we aren't all flawless
accept everyone for who they are
there personalities and looks
it doesn't matter
we are all different

Would you understand me?
even if you would become me
would you laugh, cry, or even smile
MY thoughts suddenly appear
bringing my mind back to here
simple moments, just a joy
if you would come to my world of toy
Then you would understand.

Thundering sounds
circling around
my body and my flesh
ready to temp me
unforgiving and empty
call upon my name
___ you are the one
who will have a heart of a flower
you'll have a lot to live for, with positive power
it is hard to overcome
the temptations embracing me like the sun
delivering them to me from the demon under the sun
use my heart to thrive
jump into the opposite side
never forget my past that convicted me
it opened my eyes and heart to see
that the overwhelming positive is real
concealed to only a few
less than that will follow through
will i change for the good
or will i follow the embracing
warmth of the sun
no time, to be a coward
just do whatever your soul desires.

The lyrics of life always play in my head
like the times of a body, falling dead
tumbling in this world
of freaky girls
wondering when i will finally
rest from this oppression
makes me get into a depression
sinking threw a hole deeper than the ocean
Where
creation is nonexistence
but devotion
to my heart and the solution
is it alright to be me
or will i be caged up wanting to be free
i don't want to see
the truth,
but will it hurt?
if i do?
will i suffocate
from the tremendous hate
that i will give myself
after i see my future
that was set for me..

How hard can this be
Wondering what our future could have been
Those moments i expressed all my love
Feels like all i'v done was left it to rust
It was pretty cool seeing you again
Even though our words and ears never collided
I know your ok
I know your new life is better,
because its without me=)

It happened once before
the story retold
battle between the soul
the body and the mind
rejection like an aborted baby
WHO can save me?
pain rushes threw me like a beam of sun
all around
till i hear the sound
no more silence
no more sorrow
everyday i pray for a better tomorrow
only god can save me
only god can judge me
only he knows if it'll happen again

Love me today
because there might be no tomorrow
yesterday never settled
for those magnificent moments
of me embracing your lips
minutes, hours aren't enough
don't force me to be tough
just let me release my temptations
for the one i adore
it'll be mean
yet soft as leather
our souls will fall to the ground like a feather
then we'll just lay in bed together.