Rafael

Rafael Oct 2014

If

tonight i sleep,
expecting and wondering
the thoughts and the feelings
we experience each hour
causing this unearthly desire
to wake up for a better tomorrow
going threw my dreams
as i lay, like many kings
and wish to never grow up
or to wake up, after the wish of a better tomorrow
opening my eye lids
knowing what the day brings
lust, drugs, ***, desire
people only rush to grow for their own power
it takes skill to feel for each other
the day i wake up and the world is a better place
i will never fall back asleep
for being awake will be
better than dreams.

Rafael Sep 2014

Fin

i barely got to know you
and it already ended
my thoughts made it longer than it really was
it's funny how life works
there's always a beginning and an end
depending on every situation
it seems this time
your end came a lot sooner than mine
The End

Rafael Sep 2014

after laughter, comes tears

Why must i create so many tears
All those eyes combined make me shiver in pain
why must they not be my tears
if i'm the one who has created them
cant they not drop from my own eyes
since its me that caused them
the sorrow and sad faces i create
no limitations too all the anger and hate
my voice is cool and calm
in till i say words
that explode like a million bombs
it shakes the soul, who loses control
for only the flesh can stand
and cry.

Rafael Sep 2014

genie in a body

oh soul,
how can you take this toll
embarking with me through
all these sinful ways
why do you stick around
as if you see me with a crown
maybe you have too
if you cant leave
tell me and i will surely set you free
i wont let you fall to the ground
with me till there is no more sound
just give me a sign
and in time
i will grant you your final wish
to be free.

Rafael Sep 2014

Nothing special

Would you understand me?
even if you would become me
would you laugh, cry, or even smile
MY thoughts suddenly appear
bringing my mind back to here
simple moments, just a joy
if you would come to my world of toy
Then you would understand.

Rafael Sep 2014

reality hurts?

The lyrics of life always play in my head
like the times of a body, falling dead
tumbling in this world
of freaky girls
wondering when i will finally
rest from this oppression
makes me get into a depression
sinking threw a hole deeper than the ocean
Where
creation is nonexistence
but devotion
to my heart and the solution
is it alright to be me
or will i be caged up wanting to be free
i don't want to see
the truth,
but will it hurt?
if i do?
will i suffocate
from the tremendous hate
that i will give myself
after i see my future
that was set for me..

Rafael Sep 2014

judgement

Things we don't understand
we will never understand
so why judge
if in the end we aren't all flawless
accept everyone for who they are
there personalities and looks
it doesn't matter
we are all different

we all judge, but we shouldn't. just a thought.