Roll it up, take a puff.
You'd like to share,
Though there's never enough.

Roll another, light it up.
Forget your life, and live it up.
Tears, secrets, lies, and cuts.
None of that's allowed here,
Just fill your cup up.

Take a sip,
Forget the world.
Forget the past,
Get the girl.

Forget she hasn't eaten,
Forget your wrists are bleeding.

Just kiss the **** girl,
And light it up.
Take a sip,
And pass her the cup.

One last night,
Just one more oblivious night.
Haze in your mind,
Forgetting wrong and right.

You know that song
That says I’ll love you
Until the desert floods
And the grass turns blue?

I bet you think it’s still true.
Well, newsflash,
You left and it ended.
You made the dash.

I drowned in sorrow for a while.
Then I saw you so happy.
I hope she’s worth it
Cause you made me feel so ******.

Life goes on,
Or so they say.
You’ll realize how wrong you were,
At least I hope, some day.

By then, I’ll have moved on.
In fact, I’ll have disappeared.
Don’t even bother looking, cause
I’ll be long gone.

You know that song
That says I’ll love you
Until the desert floods
And the grass turns blue?

I bet you think it’s still true.
Well, newsflash,
You left and it ended.
You made the dash.

I drowned in sorrow for a while.
Then I saw you so happy.
I hope she’s worth it
Cause you made me feel so ******.

Life goes on,
Or so they say.
You’ll realize how wrong you were,
At least I hope, some day.

By then, I’ll have moved on.
In fact, I’ll have disappeared.
Don’t even bother looking, cause
I’ll be long gone.

I may be metal and have no heart
But in your life I have become a part
As I carve and carve at your tender wrist
I feel in your brain there must be a twist
Is it normal to turn to me for help?
When if I scar another they scream and yelp

Your feeling empty and rather alone
But I'm not left sitting alone in your home
In your bathroom cabinet I'm normally sealed
Although next to your heart your dreams become real
You use me to express your raw self hate
But should I be used in this way to create
The pain that you long for, you yearn for to feel
You want me for pleasure but your pain is real

What your feeling inside, it's not what you show
Unless it's you and me in the bath tub alone
You try to keep secrets from those who protect
But is it right for this secret to be kept
I know how you feel can not be ignored
But the slitting and cutting cannot be endured

I know that I that I hurt you and that's what you want
But you've gotten so pale, and withered and gaunt
I shouldn't worry, you'll stop one day
But the deep dark scars will not go away

As the scarlet fountain seeps from your arm
I really wish you wouldn't do so much harm
But how can I protect? How can I save?
When I am nothing but your trusty razor blade.

I’m Not Gonna
I told you how I felt,
You turned the other cheek
I was basically rejected
I feel so small, so very weak

I found the reason why I always keep to myself
I hate this feeling of pain
Of being rejected like I'm not good enough
This will happen never again

I'm tired of letting people in
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of being rejected and hurt
This is it that feelings gone

I'm not gonna let you in
I'm not gonna let you see my tears fall
I'm not gonna let you see me hurt
I'm not gonna let you bring me down most of all

I told you how I felt,
I wanted you to know
But apparently you would never feel the same
So I guess it’s time for me to go

You left me with pain, that I cannot hide.
You left me with pain all curled up inside.
The word love means nothing to you

I cried and cried and hurt myself too.
When I think of you I slap myself

You shattered my heart like a piece of glass
And I can't stand to see you in class.
I tried and tried to win you back...
But you just said "I got her back."

Night after night I hear myself cry,
Wishing and wishing that I would just die.
I have no life and that's the truth.

You broke my heart and killed it too.

Pain is not an emotion I know
Yet it's all I know
I can't feel it
Nor can I heal it

I’ve experienced suffering
Yeah, sometimes it hurt
But I grew numb to the feeling

That's all in the past now
But the memories still last

This may be hard to believe
For a girl whose just sixteen
But when I think the memories have left me
They come back to haunt me

You may find it hard to believe
But sometimes late at night I cry
Until I feel dead inside

So don't think I don't know pain
Because pain is all I've known.