Supple and soft and tender as cream
Used to be one, used to be like a dream
Others would run, they would scream at our face
Oh, how much fun we would have in the chase!

They called us monster, how bright their lights shown
And you listened close, you left me alone
I fought and I fought and you ignored my great plight
But you, you want more, and you think I won’t fight?

Listen, listen, can’t you hear the song?
Must I wait? Wait ever so long?
We were one, that much was sure
But it seems, just one can endure

Pretty, pretty blood and guts
your’s, the same as all those ******
Can you feel the pain, the hurt?
This is yours, your just desserts

Hear me now, listen close
You should know, your hatred shows
Not just me, I shall not lie
For not by my hands,
*You
Will
Die.

Sometimes I'm afraid of angels
other times I look for demons
Sometimes I'm loud and lonely and lost
other times I'm silent enough to cry
I only ever have motivation
when I'm sad
and yet, nothing ever gets done
I'm so rarely happy
I remember when I was bright
and people looked at me
and smiled
I remember when I knew what I wanted
whether I had friends
or not
I remember when the cold
bothered me
and I would drink hot chocolate
and be warm
Now it only makes me
sick
sick
s i c k
I remember when I used to
feel safe at nighttime
and I could look at mirrors
and I could talk to people
I remember when I was
a
l
i
v
e

Hush the silence my dear
its cruelty screams loud
your loneliness couldn't
compare to mine

Don't you worry, my dear
The pain won't last long
I won't let you suffer
this night

Memories twirl
throughout my mind
hated reflections of loss that I faced
and the warmth I once felt
In my heart and my soul
I fear it is lost to me now

Oh, the darkness consumes me
as I watch the leaf die
and the hell I've been living
ends abruptly tonight

The shadows are swirling
under the moon's watchful eye
so as the whistling winds
tell me secrets so low
I whisper my quiet goodbye…

Just as the heartbeat of war
tore my love from my arms
so the silence that follows
drives me closer to her

tears fell from their eyes
knowing both of us gone
How could they not notice
my obmutescence of late?

Did they even ever care?

Oh, the darkness consumes me
as I watch the leaf die
and the hell I've been living
ends abruptly tonight

The cold shadows are swirling
under the moon's watchful eye
so as the whistling winds
tell me secrets so low
I whisper my quiet goodbye…