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Rachel Cloud Feb 2015
Now
Am I afraid of tomorrow?
Yes, I think I must be.

For I can hardly feel today.
I can't imagine "next year"
Rachel Cloud Feb 2015
Not a cloud,
a cloud is too kind a description for the feeling.
An ocean, perhaps.
Endless.
Smothering.
Inescapable.

"Smile!" They say.
"And happiness will come with it!"

That's how they show they care.

If only they wouldn't lie.
There will always be days when smiling could never be enough.
Rachel Cloud Jan 2015
The story is finished
the loose ends have been tied
all the words are sorted
we barely even lied

It's time now to move on
as all good stories do
even if it means
losing me or losing you
I finished writing my novel recently. I'm a little sad about it.
Rachel Cloud Jan 2015
She was soft and filled of fire
with the strength of oceans
behind her eyes
Rachel Cloud Jan 2015
We can't hold on to one part of ourselves
while denying another
Can we?
Rachel Cloud Jan 2015
To dawn, a dusk. To light, a dark. Not pure, not opposite, but soft. Understanding.
Ice coated the blades of the grass with a delicate sheen of fracturing cold. It spoke of death to the flowers, to the seeds, to the world, but it was just as young. The ice was crystals and sharpness to the grass, but the ice was ignorant and early and would do no harm, in the end.
For the grass was stronger than it looked, though it too was young. It was bullied and beaten and stepped on and broken, but it grew straight and silent, struggling alone. Though it was always surrounded by those who might understand, it stayed singular.

The ground was often cruel, but it could be beautiful, and the grass often saw these beautiful moment near the ground.
Little things.
Small things.
Things no one expected to see near dirt and filth and pestilence.
But things were the same everywhere, weren't they?
The grass saw love. The grass saw life, from beginning to end, just as soon and fast and slow as it happened. Over and over and over again.
Though there were bad times, too. Unfair. Unwanted. Unnecessary. Ice would come early as it had then, but stronger, and more furious. There would be pain. There would be fear. But try as it might, Winter could never silence the beauty for very long.

And the grass stayed on. For it was all the grass knew. For those small, important moments of beauty it saw between the shadows. For the sun, for the moon, for the stars in the sky.

The grass stayed on. For the grass hated.

And the grass loved.
for a friend. More of a short story.
Rachel Cloud Jan 2015
i pull my heart out
you pull yours
together, us two
face locked doors

the pride and hate
we each held dear
must fire burn
with such dark fear?

the key is trapped
within us both
though the fire
shows such growth

we two are one
the same in end
the schism torn
needs time to mend

So lay down blade
and hidden hand
for we must heal
this poisoned land

Pull your heart out
i'll pull mine
now each, us two
let us align
an exploration of understanding
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