Climbing up the ladder
But I feel like I dont matter
Feeding your self esteem
You rip me at the seam
I'm the only one who cares
Pulling at my hairs
I slap myself to awaken
Not everything is forsaken

Jittery and bubbly
Whats going on inside me
Smiles and what not
**** I was caught
Stumbling to a closer day
Oh there is always a way
But I'll fall and trip
The paper will rip
Writings not foreign
Joyous thoughts pour in
Of what could happen next

Different skin
It's this sin
It makes me think
Just water down this sink
Over this one night
With no light
Hopefully i just take flight

I'm not patient
I'll make myself known
To be an adolescent
At mind with tiny bones
Waiting for my beat down
From this reality
I'll still wear my crown
And wear no nationality

I am this anger
Deep inside
Listening to a murmur
Said behind
I am this hate
I scorn alone
This burning fate
With a disgraceful tone
Ripping me apart
Limb from limb
Hating you from the start
You ***** me like a pin
I'll fight back
And die with honor
Love is what you lack
My spirit will walk taller

Am I asking for more
While I writhe on the floor
This **** ain't real
Layer by layer I peel
The inside exposed
Doors and windows closed
Losing my passion
For this action
Slowly falling out
Feeling more doubt
In myself
So I'll stay on your shelf
Collecting dust

Sleepy eyes don't close
crossed eyes don't move
Loud mouth won't shut
I'm rich with no clothes
I'm dancing with no groove
I'm skinny with a gut
Smoking my days
Drinking my nights
Pale but soaking up rays
Free with no rights
I'm Boston
I'm Hollywood
Suicidal with no gun
And the *** is so good.