that night i stripped my inhibitions
i only wore my nervous laughter that night
still carrying energy from the harrowing experiences atop great highways held moments before
the day of excitement turned into a relaxed adventure
hopping the fence was the hardest part
but soon after,
the water slid onto my skin like a pair of old shoes. nothing had felt more natural in my entire life. the clarity of the liquid made no secret of the slopes that line my sides, and the bareness of my being simply was. the bubbles that rose to greet me with a pop! flourished as if the big bang was happening all over again, in the form of a great teenage girl jumping into a pool. everything about it felt vulnerable, and nothing about it made me care.

I am forever.

I embody perfection.

I have been light.

I have come from shining stars.

I am inconceivably large.

All is one.



That which is above

Shall reflect

That which is below



One is all.

We are imperceptibly small.

We will return to black holes.

We will be dark.

We are the Ouroboros.

We are eternal.



I see light one way, darkness thee other
The storms rolling in, and there is cover for no other,
So I am left here alone, to conquer this feat
Holding a firm ground, but contemplate letting it take me
Give up on this storm of a life I live, Let the lightning be my last pain
One last cry of life, before my lungs flooded with rain
It would be so **** easy, to ride out with the storm
If I survive and land elsewhere, I could be reborn
A whole new person, a whole different place
Never mind this is foolish; this surely is death that I face
I’ll see you tomorrow, or maybe on the other side
Only this storm however, I fear may be my last ride

Always the bullet, never the gun

Always the boredom, never the fun



Always the lock, never the key

Always the caged, never the free


always the garnish, never the season

always the rhyme, never the reason



Always the trajectory, never the aim

Always the opposite, never the same


Always the fuel, never the fire

Always your need, never your desire

A man smears his face on the window that I live behind

and I have tried to clean it before

and I have tried to keep it that way.

He oils it up and gropes for entry,

he wants in this house.

A man smears his face on the window that I live behind,

he asks when I started being a *****,

when I stopped letting people in.

I tell him I go out and get the mail every single day

but that doesn’t mean I need a man to force sins upon me

and then ask me why I haven’t washed them away.

I have all my best ideas
In the shower.
Perhaps I should just stay there
All day long.

Pomegranate lips
He shook my hips
Bite his mouth
And he went south
A little amused
Submissive, abused
His taste was ****
But he had my heart
Ripped my clothes-
To the *******,with bows
Then molded to him
To whisper every whim
Pinned me to the bed
I quite lost my head
Ran a finger over my thigh
Wait.pause.breath.then sigh

o His

Under his touch
I am all woman

Lost in his kiss
I am all woman

When his body climbs into mine
I am all woman

And when his eyes speak to my soul
I am all woman....
His Woman.

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