You always used to tell me
How much you didn’t deserve me
Like it was a good thing
But in reality you just deserved so much better.

The pain manages to get so much scarier
When you’re not afraid anymore
Because nothing can stop you when you lose control

I hate
That I’m kinda ******* glad
You broke her heart

It made me happy
That the person who treated me poorly
Got poorly treated by you
But is it worth
What she’s going through?

Pick the rose
Prepare for the thorn
Love the thorn
Like it’s the softest petal

If I faltered
For just a moment
Standing at the altar
Would you notice
Or would you be
Far too busy
Looking past me
Looking at him

Loving her
Was so difficult
It was like smoking a cigarette
Because I hated it so much
But craved it every day
Needed her taste on my tongue
I loved the rhythm
The consistency
Hated the mornings after
And the disease in my lungs
Even though she smelled so sweet
It was like she poisoned me every day
Yet I kept coming back for more