I have always loved the sound of storms.
The pounding rain and theatrical booms of thunder always put me to sleep.
The violence of the storms somehow puts me at ease.
It is as though I am in the eye of a storm,
But nothing can touch me.

Are you serious!?!
You have got to be joking...
You like me but you don't want to date because of a girl who has no regard for you?!?
You just broke my heart now you tell me you like me!??!
This is never going to end is it?

Please just make this pain go away.
I have no idea what it is from
or why it is here.
But I hate it.
I hate you.
But I don't at the same time.
What is this emotion....
Whatever it is, I don't like it.

I knew I shouldn't have let myself be optimistic.
And now you told me.
You don't feel the same.
I say it doesn't hurt,
But deep down,
You have just killed me.
I want to cry.
I want to be held.
I want you to leave so I can heal....
But we both know that will never happen...
I have the luxury of time as you say,
but now all this time,
is just more time for me to mourn.

I think I am just done.
I can't be her.
I will never be her.
I never want to be her.
I want to be something.
But,
I don't that will ever happen.

My words come pouring out of my mouth so fast I cannot stop them.
I want them to stop though....
because...
They are telling you the things that I don't wish for you to know.
Then, after my mouth has let these words slip by,
there is silence.
And now my heart hurts.
It literally hurts for my heart to keep me living.
I wish my mouth could have kept the words my heart wanted to say silent.

I cannot keep spilling my heart out to you like this.
It hurts.
And you just laugh.
You already know I want to be with you.
Stop playing with me and give me an answer.
Do you want to be with me too?