Quentin Mills

Quentin Mills Nov 2011

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There are so many ways to show it,
But im sure you already know it..
I mean, through all our ups and downs,
After all the smiles and frowns..
It ends this way, man I dnt even know what to say..
We used to be so cool and so close
Out of all them girls, I loved you the most..
We went through so much mess,
Man we had so much stress,
But the truth is it ended none-the-less..
We laughed, lived, loved together,
Through all the rain, sleet and stormy weather..
We talked, we cried, we grew closer as time went by,
Man, now it feels like its pointless why did we even try..
I guess its the way life goes
And though, they say everybody knows,
They really dnt becuz its somethin they cant, and wont,
Understand cuz you see,
Its not them its you and me..
And while im sittin here tryin to let it out,
I know yall over there trying to figure who im tlkin abt..
But dnt worry, if its you, you will know cuz its deep.
My feelings are what you call sweet..
Man, you got me goin in circles,
You my laura, ill be your urkel..
Man, im sittin here feeling like a geek,
Its funny how i thought it would really be me..
Man, lifes a roller coaster,
Im bout the leave the theme park and coast..
it might be for the best,
But im gon miss you the most..
I mean, honestly, i cant belive love is doin this ya see,
I always thought they love we had was a good thing..
But ive found love has no definite path,
It only works if you are willing to make it last..
Im willing now, I was then, I always will be,
But thats the hardest part of it for me..
Cuz love takes over and it controls my actions,
It starts off adding love plus me and you,
It equals, making you happy is all I wanna do..
Ok, now divide you and me,
You get an unreal answer cuz its meant to be..
Well thats wat the signs tell me..
Im runnin out of words to say,
I'll let my actions shopw you the mathematics of me and you.
And how when you take away the love, its not true..
Well shawty, thats it,
I aint got nothin left to say..
Man, I hope you start to realize all of this one day..

-"QT"-

Quentin Mills Nov 2011

Loves Lesson

This is a lesson, a lesson abt love,

Its a gift sent down from up above..

Its an experience that ultimately changes your life,

And trust me, love will cause some sleepless nights..

To love to experience a new way of life..

And yea, new things can and will cause you strife..

But to me, love is worth the pain,

Cuz its a blessing to feel, its an ultimate gain..

There are good days and bad days when you have this,

But I have found that real love doesnt call it quits..

Lifes complexitites seem to be qeights on the mind,

And yes, even love is a complexity sometimes..

But the fact of the matter is love changes things,

It creates feelings inside you that make you feel so amazing..

The feeling of joy, peace, happiness and even strength,

Those are just of few of the things when love is shown..

I wonder what makes ppl give up and let that go..

To me love takes time, patience and energy,

If you arent willing to work for it, then you should stop loving me..

Cuz it and long hard raod lying up ahead,

And if you arent here for me,

Then in my mind you might as well be dead..

Not bein rude, man just not trying to waste my time..

So I wrote this, hopefully, it puts some thoughts in ppls mind..

Well lesson taught,I hope something has been learned,

If you take heed to it, then love is what you can earn..

-"QT"-

Quentin Mills Nov 2011

Situations

Situations, we go through everyday
And they get the best of our emotions.
But you see, I have this notion
Abt how to keep it under control.
The trick is, you have to learn when to let go
Yea, I know sometimes we will have pain,
But me, I refuse to let the devil think he's won this thang.
And yea, sometimes we feel alone
But we can't forget our Father sits on the Heavenly throne.
Our minds begin to wander in and out of the complexities involving the situations that we're in
So consequently we forget that we have that one true friend
That said I'll never leave you nor forsake you
And yea, I know its hard when your going through to see Gods plan unfold
But remember its God, so lo and behold.
I mean everyone goes through, thats life, its something we all must do.
If you dont believe me, look at Christ.
He paid the ultimate price, someone so perfect nd pure,
Gave his life for me and you
And we have the audicity to say we cant take the things we go through??
Naw that aint even true. Cuz I know with Christ all things are possible.
And I dont care if you think thats not logical.
So when you are in a situation, seeking that heavenly revelation
That you can make it through the rain,
Remember what the word says in the book of James
It says, Blessed is he who perseveres under trail, cuz when its all said and done,
Gods gonna make it worth your while with a crown of life
And I dont know about you, but thats what I think about during my Pain, Misery, and Strife
Yea, people will call me crazy cuz i can smile through my trials and laugh through my strife
But thats how it goes when you fully trust God with you life.

-"QT"-

Quentin Mills Nov 2011

Rain

Thoughts run wild, and words begin to flow,

The more I think, the more it starts to show..

Emotions cause commotion, feelings cause confusion,

I always feel so happy, but is happiness just an illusion??

I hide my true feelings, I never let them out,

It may seem like im open, but im honestly shrouded in doubt..

My mind is so lost, my judgement is unsure,

I do know however that my feelings are pure..

The rain, the snow, the sleet, the wind,

All the storms make me realize once again..

Its a symbol of all the turmoil that loves put me through,

But none of that pain even matters now that I have you..

My uncertainty is my burden, but my blessing too,

Uncertainty proves im human and shows I dnt always know what to do..

The uncertainty makes sense of the oppurtunity,

I know it doesnt make sense but it will, just wait and see..

Life is a risk, its a challenge and a task,

Its gonna take work to make it last..

Thats just like love, yea its true,

Love is a risk between me and you..

We risk rejection, humiliation, judgement and pain,

Even on the brightest day, love can cause rain..

But for you, im willing to endure the storm,

Because in your arms, im safe and warm..

This ended off topic, it losts its path,

But its worth it to me, I hope this next statement lasts..

Love brings happiness, but it also brings pain,

It causes sunshine but it also causes rain..

But in the end, to me its all worth it,

Cuz true love is a gift, and we can endure it..

Once you have love, its worth all the pain,

And now that I have you,

I can stand the rain..

-"QT"-

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