It ***** always feeling like the
"Second choice"
But i am the sceond choice
For everything though.
Im the second choice for my friends,
My sister, my mother, my cousin, and
You too.
Even though you always tell me im not.
You should stop trying to make me feel
Better,
Because we both know your lying,
Im just going to need to face  the facts,
And accept it.

A tear drops down her face
One bye one.
As she thinks about "Her"
While holding that gun.
Images cross her mind,
As she pictures good times.
She cant take it anymore.
So she shoots until she is on the
Floor.
Before she died she wrote a note.
She wanted to say...
I love you all,
But she also said how this is it,
I dont want to live.
I cant bare seeing her with someone else.
I want her but she cant tell.
She ends her note with,
"I love you"
Than leaves everyone without a clue.
She doesnt even know what,
She has done.
She just carries on,
Not knowing she is gone.

As i start to like you,
More and more.
Maybe  one well be happy.
Maybe i can show you what true  love is,
I want to be there for your  hardest times.
I want to be there for everything.
I dont want to see you fail.
I dont want to see you hurt.
I just want you to live happily.
I do want to see you success.
I do want to see you try your hardest.
I dont  want to see you cut, cry, or die.
I dont think i make sence. But this all true,
Just for you...