And yes,
I will keep blaming myself.
Cause why would anyone
Want to be with someone
As ****** up as
Me.

Why me?
Why would i fall for you?
Every time i see you.
Its just beauty in my eyes...
Beauty, like never before...
Beauty you don't recognize yourself.
Your so insecure but yet beautiful.
I don't understand.
And i want you to not be insecure.
There are people that would **** for your looks.
I mean,
I would.

Eyes you can see through
And notice her pain,
Pain that could ****.
But shes making through it,
What you cant see through through her eyes
Is shes holding on by a tiny thread.
She tries to end  this pain but.
More scars appear,
She thinks she cant do it.
So she slits her wrist,
She wakes up in  the hospital and says
"I can't do  this"
She needs love.
2 days later they send her to the mental  hospital.
2 weeks later they send her home.
Shes still on that tiny thread but barely holding on.
She wants to take a walk.
Her mom says "no"
She gets upset and tells her she hates her.
She sneaks out of the house and goes to a bridge
She jumps off.
She wakes up still alive.
She screams
"I CAN'T DO THIS"
She needs love.
Shes bullied
Shes abused
Shes emotionally abused
She cuts
She hates herself.
She thinks no one likes her.
But.
She needs love,
She needs love,
She needs love.